slowly, but surely...
hmm... i haven't written in a while, and i apologize. i'm sure my friends all think i'm a jerk because i never e-mail or respond to lj's or anything anymore. i've been in a sort of haze the past few weeks...
i have a great job--until today i thought it was the only good thing about my living up here. i work as the receptionist at a credit union, and i love it! i'm on the road to financial independence--it'll take a while though. anyway, my co-workers and my supervisors love me, i get to talk to people all day, help people with problems, have conversations with little kids, hand out safe-t-pops, do fun projects, do a variety of tasks, and don't have to work weekends! yea!
as for the other aspects of my life, i'm working on them. i have been in this blinded depressive slump the past week until this morning. my mother is a woman of great wisdom. she has made me see so many things. and God is good. i asked Him for peace, and He has given it to me. i am putting my trust in Him, even if that means i have to let go of some of the things that are most important to me. my life may not look like i want it to completely right now, but it is in His hands. i'm also learning a lot about what it means to really love (it's more than a feeling), and gaining new perspective on myself. life is not so glum as i thought it was. i've just been putting my hope in all the wrong things...
anyway, i'm back now, online and in life...
more to come...
i have a great job--until today i thought it was the only good thing about my living up here. i work as the receptionist at a credit union, and i love it! i'm on the road to financial independence--it'll take a while though. anyway, my co-workers and my supervisors love me, i get to talk to people all day, help people with problems, have conversations with little kids, hand out safe-t-pops, do fun projects, do a variety of tasks, and don't have to work weekends! yea!
as for the other aspects of my life, i'm working on them. i have been in this blinded depressive slump the past week until this morning. my mother is a woman of great wisdom. she has made me see so many things. and God is good. i asked Him for peace, and He has given it to me. i am putting my trust in Him, even if that means i have to let go of some of the things that are most important to me. my life may not look like i want it to completely right now, but it is in His hands. i'm also learning a lot about what it means to really love (it's more than a feeling), and gaining new perspective on myself. life is not so glum as i thought it was. i've just been putting my hope in all the wrong things...
anyway, i'm back now, online and in life...
more to come...