it's been a while since i've been this tired
so i've been having a lot of empty anger lately and it's been taking a lot out of me. then, i had the most stressfull day on thursday with an incredibly busy schedule full of cramming for tests at the last minute (4) (one after the other), doing finals that were total bs (2) and group projects that were dumped on me to do all by my lonesome (1 very stupid one). anyways. if that wasn't enough to get me tired as anything i went to school on friday and was on the pull the inflatable innertube team for the Gold team. i could hardly walk after that cause it's so much work. it's surprising how much work it is. that night i went to the show at pebble hill church with alan and richie. it bothers me that my retarded stumoch thinger doesn't even let me go through ONE WHOLE CONCERT without having to sit some of it out. arg. people can't pick me up and spin me anymore the way that they always used to, they can't lift me up over their head, and i can't freaking pick any of them up. arg. ARG!!!. i mean i couldn't even be on the trampoline yesterday at kelsey's party for more than a couple minutes without my heart feeling like it was going to explode. stupid heart, stupid stumoch... i would punch it, only that would like kill me or something haha. the end. *rolls over and sleeps/dies*