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[thatgirl724]

So today really wasn't great for me. I don't know what it was. ::I don't know what it iiiis:: After school I just wanted to sleep, sit online and/or die under a rock. I had to go to piano, and then I was supposed to go to Aaron's to work on our video, but I really didn't want to. I have two tests tomorrow, the midterm on Friday, and finals next week. I knew nothing would get started for a while, and some of them weren't even there yet, so I went home and made myself an ice cream sundae with chocolate syrup and walnuts. And you know what, I felt a lot better. Luckily we didn't even do anything at Aaron's and now here I am sitting online feeling better. I have to start studying soon though. I also realized something and it made me feel a bit of a weight off my shoulders. Backup is always a positive thing. Senior fashion show audition is tomorrow, and that scares me. As if I'm already self conscious enough at school, with all these people that my friends are friends with, but I'm not. Now I have to be socially rejected outright. But you never know. The walking alone part will be scary for me, but I think Stephanie and I are doing the partner thing together so that will be less scary. I keep getting ideas for songs to write for my senior project, since I want to record at least one. However my songs always suck, so I'm really going to have to kick it into gears. They're always full of cliches and they're never exciting when I think about it. gah.

Alex: You know what? Life would be so much more stressful if we partied more.
Me: Alex, I really don't think that's the answer.