Aug 01, 2005 00:54
TRY THIS: write 15 statements intended towards 15 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didnt.
..1.. you and i have come a long way. a lot of drama for you and im always there no matter what. and i know youre there for me when i need you. weird how we became close friends, weird how we've never really fought. but i know i get on your nerves, but you deal and get over it, just like i do. i think you and i will be friends forever and always no matter how tough things get. and it may seem weird but you making plans for me and you for the future its kinda cool, i like to know people are thinkin of me.
..2.. "you have to be my bestfriend this year" man did that one just give it away or what? you said it so i obided, and man have i had some intresting fun with you. without all those spontaneous ideas i wouldnt be the person i am today. takin those risks are somethin i wouldnt, and couldnt see myself doin without you around. yet half the time i feel i should watch out for you, but im just lame cause you can handle anything and everything. sometimes i feel you dont tell me everything you want to and thats ok. we havent been friends for that long and theres still time to tell eachother everything. but i feel i know you well enough to tell you that you're a great friend, full of knowledge, and incredibly open-minded. im so glad we've become as close as we are.
..3.. i thought i knew you well, but high school turned you out. things changes, people change. but i cant deny the fact that you and i were soooo tight back in the day, people just couldnt deny it. i knew you missed me, and i missed you. but nothing has been the same, and nothing would have been the same. i cant really pinpoint what exactly happened, what i did, or what you did that made us fall apart. i dont even think theres a logical reason. but like i said even if you tried things just wont be the same, we can act, and lie to ourselves and think things are ok, but you and i know they are not, but whatever it takes to make the world go round is what i'll do. good luck in north carolina.
..4.. the first boy to acknowledge me as a girl with potential. you'll always be in my heart. you were a good friend, but things got sour and were never really talked about again. then you started to use me, that hurt. but thats what i get for letting you get to me. i havent talked to you or seen you in so long, weird how i wonder what coulda happened between us. too late now, hah i stop and think about it we had no closure which sucks. but i bet you're doing fine. i hope life treats you well and the next time i see you you'll be happy with a great girl on your arm.
..5.. so you were my first kiss. a drunk kiss might i add. and my first...so on and so on. you made me feel special like no one else had, so what i'll admit i liked you. a lot. but im a sucker for attention, and you my friend took advantage of that, you used me for your fun. i honestly didnt use you for shit, i did enjoy your company and you invited to go everywhere. now that things arent goin your way, you get mad. i dont understand. but you thought things wouldnt be weird between us, but i knew from the beginning how it would be. friends with benenits suck. im over it and im not looking back. i hope you find a girl who's willing to put up with your whining.
..6.. you're cute, fun, and nice. qualities oh so right. but then you have all the qualities that i dont want in a guy. well more like you do the things that i dont like. but if your willing to give me a shot, im willing to look past it and deal with it. because maybe you could make it worthwhile. i dont know but with you its a big leap of faith. people could say im stupid for giving you a chance. its stupid that im even thinking about this when its only been once where you've showed intrest. i dont know but when im around you i cant help but show the fondness i have for you, and i feel the same vibe coming from you. but who knows im dumb and this is just a crush. im hopin to make it a fun one though. i want a hug NOW. haha
..7.. you are so crazy and i love it. always will i have a little crush on you, no matter what, you put a smile on my face, you=mad=NEVER. and its great. i met you this year and we had fun gettin to know eachother and i hope we stay friends. you're too unique to let go of.
..8.. i love you, you always listen to my problems, and are too friendly and thats what makes you. YOU. this summer i failed to call you everday in hopes of hanging out or just to talk. the end of the school year i didnt tell you much but you got most of the details. and you my friend had no judgement and that meant so much to me. i hope to see you soon. you made my WHS days so much easier to deal with. i love you.
..9.. oh man. what to say about you. psycho, according to alysa. but i honestly could tell where you were coming from. i wish you and i could have had more talks about things, cuz i know how tough things got for you. i hope all is well and you learn from your mistakes and deal with things in a proper way and get the help you need. you have so much potential, and drugs are not the answer. good luck where ever you end up.
..10.. haha a short lived romance. thats what i call it, we talked, we cuddled, we argued, you commited adultry, and we did illegal deeds together. damn all in one month. haha i love it. funny how i didnt really like you from the start, it was your brother i wanted a piece of, yet now im getting that at the moment. yea you made me feel used like woah. i hear now your making things better for yourself, finally with your girlfriend, and droppin the bad habits. im proud. i wish we could still be friends, and i hope to see you soon.
**** actually this said to put 15 people. but i couldnt think of another 5. none that were too important to me. so yea, maybe i'll come up with some soon. till then reas those****