I suck at studying
Hmmmm.... So, honestly, I think I am just posting in here bc I'm procrastinating. But, whatever. It's my last final. And I am stressing about it but i am also just so apathetic.
So, today was mothers day. I went home. I was so tired so i just sat there in a daze for most of the day wishing i could go to bed. It was mostly a lot of old german women trying to talk louder than the other. And just talking loudly in general so my grandpa could here. I love my family, just wasn't really in the mood today.
I am soooo psyched for Friday. Can't wait to get the hell out of here.
Oooh, that brings me to my next thought. I was thinking about it a lot today, and i was thinking about how much i hate living here and how i hate coming home and get that anxious feeling everytime I put my key in the door. And I think I'm going to move out early. Our lease goes until the end of August, but I'll find a subletter. I think I will tell them that either a) I am going back home to live with my parents or b) I'm going to Florida to spend a couple months with my grandparents, who are actually really sick right now. I just feel like I can't live like this. I really wish I could ignore it. But, I don't know how. I am really bad at hiding the fact that I can't stand Andrea and she gets weirder by the day. And she obviously doesn't know she's weird bc she doesn't even try to cover it up. Like tonight, every time i turned on a light she would turn it off. this happened 3 times.
Anyway, I just had a talk with nicole. We were comiserating. I'm glad she's here and that she's so normal. Er, at least in the acceptable range. There is no normal anymore. Also, I don't want to screw her over if I leave.
So, today was mothers day. I went home. I was so tired so i just sat there in a daze for most of the day wishing i could go to bed. It was mostly a lot of old german women trying to talk louder than the other. And just talking loudly in general so my grandpa could here. I love my family, just wasn't really in the mood today.
I am soooo psyched for Friday. Can't wait to get the hell out of here.
Oooh, that brings me to my next thought. I was thinking about it a lot today, and i was thinking about how much i hate living here and how i hate coming home and get that anxious feeling everytime I put my key in the door. And I think I'm going to move out early. Our lease goes until the end of August, but I'll find a subletter. I think I will tell them that either a) I am going back home to live with my parents or b) I'm going to Florida to spend a couple months with my grandparents, who are actually really sick right now. I just feel like I can't live like this. I really wish I could ignore it. But, I don't know how. I am really bad at hiding the fact that I can't stand Andrea and she gets weirder by the day. And she obviously doesn't know she's weird bc she doesn't even try to cover it up. Like tonight, every time i turned on a light she would turn it off. this happened 3 times.
Anyway, I just had a talk with nicole. We were comiserating. I'm glad she's here and that she's so normal. Er, at least in the acceptable range. There is no normal anymore. Also, I don't want to screw her over if I leave.