the "Rage"
I ripped Adeline a new asshole tonight. Big time. I have never yelled like that at someone in my entire life. She fucking sold the spice racks off the walls. Now there are holes all over the place. I was swearing and yelling and Juan was here and he ran away and hid in my room. Literally ran away. She's still a bitch and Tony is sooo responsible for this. I wish there was a way to get him to be responsible and not weasle his way out of anything, Right before I started my tirade I told Juan in the elevator "I feel like a tornado", and then once I got inside it was like my mouth was open and words were coming out but I didn't really know what I was saying. But I think I said lots of things that made sense. It was really like an out of body experience. For me, yelling at someone is a huge deal since I am generally non-confrontational. I feel so weird about myself. My roommate and Juan said it was awesome. My dad said not to feel bad about anything, that anger is ok and she deserved it. Haha, that sounded like an episode of Mr. Rogers.
So, all in all, me and Andrea definitely still feel uncomfortable here and cannot wait until the end of november. We are going to ask the management about changing the locks and what that entails, since they offered to do it for us to keep her out. The thing is, we don't want to be responsible for all her stuff. I don't want any of her stuff and I don't want to be blamed for breaking anything, even though really she is the one who isn't even a resident here and selling common property. I also feel like I can't deal with her being here anymore though. I mean if it were a week it would be manageable but a whole month just seems like too long. We were thinking that if there were a way to give her like a 12 hour notice or something so she could pack up her own stuff and go stay at her friends that would be better than just locking her out one day on her way home.
Arg. Bad bad bad badness. The past 2 months have been hell. Andrea and I don't even really want to live here anymore. It has been so stripped and looks nothing like the place we rented. Everything that made it nice has literally been ripped off the walls and sold. I'm going to look into small claims court.
So, all in all, me and Andrea definitely still feel uncomfortable here and cannot wait until the end of november. We are going to ask the management about changing the locks and what that entails, since they offered to do it for us to keep her out. The thing is, we don't want to be responsible for all her stuff. I don't want any of her stuff and I don't want to be blamed for breaking anything, even though really she is the one who isn't even a resident here and selling common property. I also feel like I can't deal with her being here anymore though. I mean if it were a week it would be manageable but a whole month just seems like too long. We were thinking that if there were a way to give her like a 12 hour notice or something so she could pack up her own stuff and go stay at her friends that would be better than just locking her out one day on her way home.
Arg. Bad bad bad badness. The past 2 months have been hell. Andrea and I don't even really want to live here anymore. It has been so stripped and looks nothing like the place we rented. Everything that made it nice has literally been ripped off the walls and sold. I'm going to look into small claims court.