Aug 30, 2004 19:56
remember how i just made a post a while ago saying i miss marcela?
and then i put our pictures together into one and made this thing.
that said i love her and blah blah.
then for some reason i started feeling sick.
and i had a bad feeling.
so i kept calling her. she never answered
so i kept messaging her phone on aim.
finally she calls.
i said where are you?
she said at her house. she just got home.
i said where were you earlier?
she said vanessas.
i said oh vanessas?
she said yea. vanessas.
and i said.. vanessas eh?
and she said well i was at vanessas earlier.
and i said ok where were you after?
she said with lauren.
i said whered you go with lauren?
she said oh just to a friends house.
and i said oh what friend?
and she said i dunno why.
and i said marcela ur done with lying to me right?
no more lies right?
and she said, ok fine brian i went to go see greg because hes going away to college.
greg by the way is her ex boyfriend.
FUCKEN AWESOME RIGHT!?
funny marcela. today i wanted to call you to tell you that i miss you and that i wanna try again with you and i forgive you for lying and shit. i sat around and made little pictures of us and shit. posted them online. and i told everyone i missed you. posts saying "i miss marcela". and now you do this.
so i take this as a sign.
that things will never get better. and you will never change.
and you're always gonna keep lying to me.
and doing things behind my back.
[i told her] we're not on a break anymore marcela. its over.
**once again im crushed by a whore i chose to confide in**
i remember you ment everything to me..