too much on my mind, too much to allow sleep
i just, i cant even bring myself to collect my thoughts in such a fashion to display them on this damn thing. like two, maybe three people read this thing, and i feel ridiculed or persecuted BY MY OWN FUCKING EMOTIONS because of it.
i will get better, without you.
will i?. all one can do is hope. i don't know why one sentence is tearing me up this badly, but it is.. its working, and i am disolving away inside. hopefully this issue will be clean and purifying. hopefully all that melts away is every ounce of her.. and every reason i had to cling to her. i cant help but be bitter-sweet about this. a pretty decent piece of my doesn't want to let go of her.
..or maybe i just have abandonment issues.
maybe thats all it ever was to begin with,
One step closer to the sea wall
Looking down, you can see all
Hold my hand so you don't fall
Catch your breath as the gulls call
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
Last mile in the pale light
Take me home with you tonight
We'll touch 'til it feels right
You won't say "love" but I might
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
Made love and you muttered "we're through"
One heart but the mind was in two
One half filled with the dreams of a saint
The other filled with nothing but hate
I hope I die in the arms of a child
In a meadow where the thistles grow wild
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
i will get better, without you.
will i?. all one can do is hope. i don't know why one sentence is tearing me up this badly, but it is.. its working, and i am disolving away inside. hopefully this issue will be clean and purifying. hopefully all that melts away is every ounce of her.. and every reason i had to cling to her. i cant help but be bitter-sweet about this. a pretty decent piece of my doesn't want to let go of her.
..or maybe i just have abandonment issues.
maybe thats all it ever was to begin with,
One step closer to the sea wall
Looking down, you can see all
Hold my hand so you don't fall
Catch your breath as the gulls call
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
Last mile in the pale light
Take me home with you tonight
We'll touch 'til it feels right
You won't say "love" but I might
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
Made love and you muttered "we're through"
One heart but the mind was in two
One half filled with the dreams of a saint
The other filled with nothing but hate
I hope I die in the arms of a child
In a meadow where the thistles grow wild
One heart out of two
One life: me and you
One heart out of two
One life: me and you