your lies leave scars on my wrists....

[thatfaraway]

so as some of you know... i have issues with SI, and things seem to be getting the good end of me.


i know most people dont see it as a big issue, and neither do i... but i have to do something before this ends up elevating.. i mean.. i already have odd thoughts of cold steel and my warm blood flowing out of me.. maybe even absolving myself of this worthless life... its going to end the same way no matter how i decide to end it anyway... waiting for death, or bringing it to me....

maybey im just talking crazy... but i dont even know anymore...





We spend most of our lives relying on promising goodbyes
When morning comes, you'll know exactly what comes next
Silence
If you beg for wings you'll only get shot down

If I resided in clouds, would you come live with me
Float high above all the cares in the world
When it rains you close your eyes
Take a bite from the sun
Burns your heart nearly as bad as your tears

So watch me drive
Together in our finest moments, forever apart
Home with my eyes closed

Live this dream one last time
What is life with hope of tomorrow?
Live this dream one last time
What is life with no hope?

If angels landed and took me with them
Show me the heavens just to drop me to hell
We made it, and maybe it's better you never open your eyes

Live this dream one last time
What is life with hope of tomorrow?
Live this dream one last time
I died from every hope