7th grade: new begings and soul searching
Before I start writing about 7th grade I have to explain something about myself. up to 5th grade I was one of the most unpopular kids in my school (I was an english speaker and I looked diffrant so ppl picked on me). In 5th grade I had dicided to become popular and ended up loosing wight, going to social gathering which bored me half to death and speanding time with ppl I had no real similar intrests with (except for one girl but we had a fight at the end of 6th grade), uventually I was popular, but I was never really happy.
In 7th grade my grade of over 200 girls had been seperated into 6 diffrent classes. I was in 7c. I made friends easly, but as time passed by I noticed I started having more friends and ppl I could feel comfterable with in 7D (Daniella wasn't one of them. I was convinced she was a snob). sadlley my teacher (the bitch) had decided to not let anyone switch classes after the school year began. In 7C I wanted to finally find a group of friends that i could be myself with. At first I associated with the most popular girls in the school, I ended up slowley leaving that group because I still found I didn't fit in. Next I moved to a group of girls who ditched classes all day and didn't give a rats ass about the teachers, still I didn't fit at home. in fact I remember one time when I was singing puff the magic dragon in english class with my freands fron 7D and one of the girls from the group came in and saw, I felt so ashamed at having fun at something that wasn't "cool"...
after leaving that group I became, well, deepressed and ended up regressing into the group of girls who were known as the class nerds. I was bored in that group, but adleast I didn't have to make belive I was someone I wasnt. As I spent my time in that group I counted down the days till the end of 7th grade so I could finally move to 8D the next year.
In 7th grade my grade of over 200 girls had been seperated into 6 diffrent classes. I was in 7c. I made friends easly, but as time passed by I noticed I started having more friends and ppl I could feel comfterable with in 7D (Daniella wasn't one of them. I was convinced she was a snob). sadlley my teacher (the bitch) had decided to not let anyone switch classes after the school year began. In 7C I wanted to finally find a group of friends that i could be myself with. At first I associated with the most popular girls in the school, I ended up slowley leaving that group because I still found I didn't fit in. Next I moved to a group of girls who ditched classes all day and didn't give a rats ass about the teachers, still I didn't fit at home. in fact I remember one time when I was singing puff the magic dragon in english class with my freands fron 7D and one of the girls from the group came in and saw, I felt so ashamed at having fun at something that wasn't "cool"...
after leaving that group I became, well, deepressed and ended up regressing into the group of girls who were known as the class nerds. I was bored in that group, but adleast I didn't have to make belive I was someone I wasnt. As I spent my time in that group I counted down the days till the end of 7th grade so I could finally move to 8D the next year.