9th grade richard would beat college richards ass if he wasnt gay

Feb 23, 2005 02:09

echoing what if's can drive a person insane, and time is of the essence......tomarrow is not promised...............were living on borrowed time, and if you don't put your heart out there, on the line , then your never really living at all
-me
lol i literally said that in one of my entries back in the day.....oh man its as if shakesspeare wrote those words himself...i also used the phrase okily dokily in one of my entries...whoa ...its insane to look back at sum of the entries from approx 3 years ago....how much youve changed.......tho they may be subtle theyre still changes nonetheless....illl do my best not to sound too highschool(cuz me a big boy now)...but i feel as if i ran into a 6th grade version of myself little me would beat my ass...i think thats from a movie...cuz ive never come up wiht an original thought in my life..and if i did come up with it im copywriting that beast before jacs and lyn take it...but n e ways.....where did i go wrong...i had such high expectations for myself....when i was a freshmen at this point in my life i thought i would be in a far better college studying to become a doctor of sum sort...that or robo cop.....whichever seemed more lucrative at the time....and now look at me i dont even no what i wanna do with my life...im honeslty contemplating going to the peace corps....what could be more fulfilling in ones life than helping...that is what they do dont they??... because honestly i see absolutely no point in busting your ass for so long, making money only to die for whatever reason...granted it may not be today and it may not be tommarrow...but lets face it were all gonna die..i mean im not gonna argue with jeebus..he can turn water into wine people....water to wine...why dont u sit and stare at a glass of water for an hour and see what u come up with........sure sum people may argue that having a family and kids would be nice...but hey i can have that in a third world country lol..i just dunno(tommy lol)....perhaps im already compensating for not doing n e thing with my life by planning one of servitude(man i hope that made sense)...
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