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God, I love him. Despite everything that has happened and how difficult things have been for the both of us and me trying to get back on my feet financially, constantly struggling in the job market, when I am with him there is absolutely nowhere else I would rather be. He puts a smile on my face when absolutely nothing or nobody else can. He has so much patience with me. Every time I have had an interview that either did or didn't go well and didn't get the job regardless, he always stuck behind me and he tells me i am going to be amazing at the next one. It's funny to think that for years I didn't even know what I wanted, and if i had the slightest clue, surely I wouldn't have known how to put it into words. In fact, I didn't know what I wanted or needed until I met him, and months went by before one day I realized I wasn't missing anything anymore and I was just inexplicably happy. I certainly didn't think I would stumble upon this sort of love by chance, and nine months later he still finds ways to amaze me. I could wake up next to him forever. He calms my storm. And I am so lucky to be in love with my best friend.
In other nonrelated news... I have an interview Thursday with a Collections attorney in Tamarac. Brett and I think it should go well considering I did this job for over two years when I worked for Jeffrey and Corinne. We shall see. No use getting my hopes up just yet but I will certainly do my best. I just keep going through money with bills and rent and even though I have Brett helping me out with FPL and Uverse I barely have an extra penny in the bank when I need it to get emergencies and things like that taken care of. I have just enough to ration out toward bills and that sort of thing and I wont ask Brett for money, so this is going to be rough until I get some good news geared toward employment. Also still waiting on this call center to get back to me. They offered me a job that was hourly based, unlike the position I turned down from them before, but they couldn't tell me how much it pays per house which I found very odd and shady. The girl said it was a new position created there and that they do that frequently but when it does happen it can take a couple of weeks to gain that sort of information about the position. I still don't understand the concept of hiring someone without being able to tell them how much they will be making, but who knows. Where do these people find me? I keep asking myself this same question every time I run into a quirky company where strange things like this occur in the interview process.
I'm on my period so i have been feeling like crap all morning. I just took a shower about 45 mins ago but I'm debating on walking over to the jacuzzi in the complex and seeing if that sorts out my cramp situation at the expense of having to take another shower later. Grrr I wish I thought of this before.
Had a nice couple of days off with Brett. It was so wonderful to have him around the apartment for two days in a row. We went to the pool on Sunday and hung out around the house. Yesterday we were out and about and looked at some puppies in Petland in Davie. I fell in love with a puggle and so did brett. We aren't in the position financially to get a dog right this second but it was fun looking anyway, even though it broke my little heart to leave him there. Brett's brother Derek is very against the idea of Brett owning a puggle. He said they aren't the best dogs but I have had a few friends who own them and his areas of concern seem to be that of quite a few breeds out there. But i know how important Derek's opinion is to Brett so we will see. I may have already lost this battle. We also went to the apple store over at the Galleria mall. Brett is pumped about getting an Ipad 2. I'll never understand his fascination with everything that is Apple but he turns into a little kid and I just love seeing him happy, especially when he works so hard. I would love to be the "voice of reason" and talk him out of such a large purpose, but while it's important to take care of financial responsibilities, you can't lose sight of what keeps you happy and doing things for yourself every now and again. Not everything should have to be about sacrifice when you're young, and I think that is important for him to know. While I can think of a million other ways I would spend $500 bucks, personally, he definitely deserves a new toy.
Sometimes it gets really lonely when everyone is off doing their own thing and I don't have anything to do except job hunt and read or watch TV. I'm actually alone in the apartment by myself as I write this. So it seems this is the case more often than never now. Jarett will be going to Europe in 2 weeks for a little over a month so it's about to get even more lonely. Hopefully I will be working before then.
Well, that's all for now.
In other nonrelated news... I have an interview Thursday with a Collections attorney in Tamarac. Brett and I think it should go well considering I did this job for over two years when I worked for Jeffrey and Corinne. We shall see. No use getting my hopes up just yet but I will certainly do my best. I just keep going through money with bills and rent and even though I have Brett helping me out with FPL and Uverse I barely have an extra penny in the bank when I need it to get emergencies and things like that taken care of. I have just enough to ration out toward bills and that sort of thing and I wont ask Brett for money, so this is going to be rough until I get some good news geared toward employment. Also still waiting on this call center to get back to me. They offered me a job that was hourly based, unlike the position I turned down from them before, but they couldn't tell me how much it pays per house which I found very odd and shady. The girl said it was a new position created there and that they do that frequently but when it does happen it can take a couple of weeks to gain that sort of information about the position. I still don't understand the concept of hiring someone without being able to tell them how much they will be making, but who knows. Where do these people find me? I keep asking myself this same question every time I run into a quirky company where strange things like this occur in the interview process.
I'm on my period so i have been feeling like crap all morning. I just took a shower about 45 mins ago but I'm debating on walking over to the jacuzzi in the complex and seeing if that sorts out my cramp situation at the expense of having to take another shower later. Grrr I wish I thought of this before.
Had a nice couple of days off with Brett. It was so wonderful to have him around the apartment for two days in a row. We went to the pool on Sunday and hung out around the house. Yesterday we were out and about and looked at some puppies in Petland in Davie. I fell in love with a puggle and so did brett. We aren't in the position financially to get a dog right this second but it was fun looking anyway, even though it broke my little heart to leave him there. Brett's brother Derek is very against the idea of Brett owning a puggle. He said they aren't the best dogs but I have had a few friends who own them and his areas of concern seem to be that of quite a few breeds out there. But i know how important Derek's opinion is to Brett so we will see. I may have already lost this battle. We also went to the apple store over at the Galleria mall. Brett is pumped about getting an Ipad 2. I'll never understand his fascination with everything that is Apple but he turns into a little kid and I just love seeing him happy, especially when he works so hard. I would love to be the "voice of reason" and talk him out of such a large purpose, but while it's important to take care of financial responsibilities, you can't lose sight of what keeps you happy and doing things for yourself every now and again. Not everything should have to be about sacrifice when you're young, and I think that is important for him to know. While I can think of a million other ways I would spend $500 bucks, personally, he definitely deserves a new toy.
Sometimes it gets really lonely when everyone is off doing their own thing and I don't have anything to do except job hunt and read or watch TV. I'm actually alone in the apartment by myself as I write this. So it seems this is the case more often than never now. Jarett will be going to Europe in 2 weeks for a little over a month so it's about to get even more lonely. Hopefully I will be working before then.
Well, that's all for now.