the update
i have come to a decision after much consideration. i really always thought this decision would be filled with happiness and excitement. but it seems once again my mother has attempted to ruin it for me again.
I WILL BE ATTENDING SLU NEXT YEAR and i will fight to go there. i was told earlier that i could go wherever, but my mother seemed to have changed her mind.
i'm about to have a long-time coming talk with my mother. i really need your prayers. i know the school is expensive and that i would be priveleged to go there. the situation is complex and the history of my mother and step-dad would have to be explained.
did i mention they're buying a 700,000$ lake house? just as a weekend house of course. and we have the brand new yacht-sized boat and brand new massive party barge to go with it. clearly 12,000$ would be too much for her to pay a year for something as foolish as my education.
i'm really on the verge of tears. my mother and step-dad are very very selfish people in many aspects and have ruined people's lives to get what they want. i refuse to let them do this to me. the least they owe me is education. at the very LEAST i assure you.
i don't mean to sound spoiled really. i'm not asking for a new car, or a car at all. in fact i want them to sell my car. i'll be poor until i can make my own money. i'll do what i can.
please please please i need your prayers.
I WILL BE ATTENDING SLU NEXT YEAR and i will fight to go there. i was told earlier that i could go wherever, but my mother seemed to have changed her mind.
i'm about to have a long-time coming talk with my mother. i really need your prayers. i know the school is expensive and that i would be priveleged to go there. the situation is complex and the history of my mother and step-dad would have to be explained.
did i mention they're buying a 700,000$ lake house? just as a weekend house of course. and we have the brand new yacht-sized boat and brand new massive party barge to go with it. clearly 12,000$ would be too much for her to pay a year for something as foolish as my education.
i'm really on the verge of tears. my mother and step-dad are very very selfish people in many aspects and have ruined people's lives to get what they want. i refuse to let them do this to me. the least they owe me is education. at the very LEAST i assure you.
i don't mean to sound spoiled really. i'm not asking for a new car, or a car at all. in fact i want them to sell my car. i'll be poor until i can make my own money. i'll do what i can.
please please please i need your prayers.