warning: not funny
i realized it tonight.
it's like the past four years, maybe even my life, has been a puzzle and it just came together and it's kinda freaking me out. i don't like making deep entries, so i'm going to avoid getting too into this. it's one of those things where you don't know what to do. i mean i'm leaping with joy and yet i'm filled with feelings of guilt and selfishness. i think somewhere along the line i became extremely selfish and not greatful for what i actually have.
i'm nervous. i can't mess up in college. i have to make the most of it and i must make the best grades but i think i can do it. i mean i know i'm smart enough and i just can't get too caught up in everything else. i will become the ultimate multi-tasker next year and a perfect student. jenna you have to help make sure this happens.
now i need to ask a big favor. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE say a prayer for my dad. he's not dying or anything like that, hes just in great need of prayer. thank you.
it's like the past four years, maybe even my life, has been a puzzle and it just came together and it's kinda freaking me out. i don't like making deep entries, so i'm going to avoid getting too into this. it's one of those things where you don't know what to do. i mean i'm leaping with joy and yet i'm filled with feelings of guilt and selfishness. i think somewhere along the line i became extremely selfish and not greatful for what i actually have.
i'm nervous. i can't mess up in college. i have to make the most of it and i must make the best grades but i think i can do it. i mean i know i'm smart enough and i just can't get too caught up in everything else. i will become the ultimate multi-tasker next year and a perfect student. jenna you have to help make sure this happens.
now i need to ask a big favor. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE say a prayer for my dad. he's not dying or anything like that, hes just in great need of prayer. thank you.