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thurs 6/19..i dont think i really did anything..had the day off from school and work..i think i layed around all day until 4ish. haha.
fri 6/20..dont remember this day either.
sat 6/21...i had to work til 1245 and then i had brittany's grad party. my mom was being so ridiculous this day. we got into a huge argument. i thought since i had to work i would be holding them up but instead i came home showered and was ready by 130. and my mom still wasnt ready. the shit she yelled at me for was so out there and really hurtful. my dad stook up for me which he never do so thats when i knew it was fucked up. so finally me and my dad were like forget her and we were gonna leave without her then she came with us. we got down there i think around almost 5. so pissed. she ruined my day so bad. i didnt wanna be at this party at all because of the bad mood i was in..that she put me in. she puts on her fake smile and is nice to everyone. meanwhile ppl keep askin me whats wrong..just told them i was tired bc my eyes were all puffy from crying. got me sooooo mad.
sun 6/22 i worked 6-11 and then i came home and paaaaacked. me and tim left for the campsite for the week. it was soo much fun. we just got endless hours together, no interruptions. and we got to sleep whenever and forever. i made him food every day which was soo great. we watched movies. played video games. drank a little. showers. naps. cuddling. swimming. the one fire. everything was perfect in my eyes. i loved just being alone with him and it was almost like living together. so much fun. and we both def need a vacation. i wished it never ended but we had to come back to reality on friday. we contemplated if we should stay til sat but im glad we came home bc tim found out his best friends grandma died while we were gone. and we dont have cellphone service up there so he didnt get it until we were on our way home. i felt so bad. i felt helpless. i hate that feeling. i pushed that away and gave him a hug and talked to him about it.
fri 6/27..so we arrived back at my house around 1230ish. we unpacked and tim was on his way to ian's. i was exhausted so i did some laundry and then passed out.
sat 6/28 i was off from work. i did a shit load of laundry and i dont think anything else.
sun 6/29 i worked til 11 and then went to a grad party with my parents out in warwick. it was ok. got to see frank..he was in from cali..so that was cool..but it was like all old ppl there. they had realllly good food though. so we went home and i went to bed.
mon 6/30 i worked. think that was it. saw tim at work..he said he was goin to charlies and then stayin there for ian's grandma's memorial the next day.
tues 7/1 i worked. i hung out with my parents for the day. we went to the china buffet..which was laughs as always.
wed 7/2 i was off. just chilled with my parents again. finally heard from tim. his phone died. he was just spending time wit ian and his friends. so proud of him just being there for ian and being such a great support when he needs it the most. i love him so much. me and my parents went to the warwick drive-in to see wanted and the strangers. wanted was fucking awesome. so much better than i expected. and i like how no one wanted to see this movie either bc it "didnt look that good" so glad i saw it. strangers was eeh. no so good..but not entirely bad. no really scary either. either way i got to see more of warwick and its actually a pretty nice town. i would so live there. the taxes are pretty cheap too.
thurs 7/3 i was off. did a bunch of nothing. my parents decided to go to monroes fireworks like at seriously 8pm. so they asked if i wanted to go so i was like sure i have nothing else to do and i really wanted to see them. so i went with them. they were 11min long. and the grand finale was really good. so we went home and i went to bed.
friday 7/4 i worked til 12. had lunch with monica right after and we just stayed at chilis until 5. we had sooo much to catch up on. it was good to chill though. so i went home and my parents were doin some yard stuff. so i showered and then when i came out they were goin over to joe's for a drink. so i stayed at home. did nothing. they came back and ate. and i went to bed while my mom proceeded to drink more..haha.
sat 7/5 i got invited to go out for steph's 21st bday but i was soo tired from not gettin a full nites rest in a few days so i just decided not to add to it. chilled during the day. and then went to lou's house for a bbq and fireworks. lou is my dads friend from work. he lives on 21 acres and its just beautiful out there. so we had a good time. an hour long firework show he put on. his dog was scared...reminded me of taz...which brings me to jenny..she is sooo not afraid of thunder or fireworks..its amazing. so we got home a little after 11 and i went to bed.
sun 7/6 i worked. came home and packed my life up then off to school. got a new roommate. shes really nice. and seems pretty cool. so lets see how this one is. after all the cleaning and shit i went to bed around 9ish. so tired. first nite of good rest in a week or so.
mon 7/7..had my first class at 855..havent had a morning class in a while..philosophy...not really boring but the teacher is. he is mad young...bad jokes..and just boring. oh well. it seems pretty easy though. got another class at 6 tonite. i have to go see maintenance so they can turn the cable on and then i gotta get a new id card..such crap.
fri 6/20..dont remember this day either.
sat 6/21...i had to work til 1245 and then i had brittany's grad party. my mom was being so ridiculous this day. we got into a huge argument. i thought since i had to work i would be holding them up but instead i came home showered and was ready by 130. and my mom still wasnt ready. the shit she yelled at me for was so out there and really hurtful. my dad stook up for me which he never do so thats when i knew it was fucked up. so finally me and my dad were like forget her and we were gonna leave without her then she came with us. we got down there i think around almost 5. so pissed. she ruined my day so bad. i didnt wanna be at this party at all because of the bad mood i was in..that she put me in. she puts on her fake smile and is nice to everyone. meanwhile ppl keep askin me whats wrong..just told them i was tired bc my eyes were all puffy from crying. got me sooooo mad.
sun 6/22 i worked 6-11 and then i came home and paaaaacked. me and tim left for the campsite for the week. it was soo much fun. we just got endless hours together, no interruptions. and we got to sleep whenever and forever. i made him food every day which was soo great. we watched movies. played video games. drank a little. showers. naps. cuddling. swimming. the one fire. everything was perfect in my eyes. i loved just being alone with him and it was almost like living together. so much fun. and we both def need a vacation. i wished it never ended but we had to come back to reality on friday. we contemplated if we should stay til sat but im glad we came home bc tim found out his best friends grandma died while we were gone. and we dont have cellphone service up there so he didnt get it until we were on our way home. i felt so bad. i felt helpless. i hate that feeling. i pushed that away and gave him a hug and talked to him about it.
fri 6/27..so we arrived back at my house around 1230ish. we unpacked and tim was on his way to ian's. i was exhausted so i did some laundry and then passed out.
sat 6/28 i was off from work. i did a shit load of laundry and i dont think anything else.
sun 6/29 i worked til 11 and then went to a grad party with my parents out in warwick. it was ok. got to see frank..he was in from cali..so that was cool..but it was like all old ppl there. they had realllly good food though. so we went home and i went to bed.
mon 6/30 i worked. think that was it. saw tim at work..he said he was goin to charlies and then stayin there for ian's grandma's memorial the next day.
tues 7/1 i worked. i hung out with my parents for the day. we went to the china buffet..which was laughs as always.
wed 7/2 i was off. just chilled with my parents again. finally heard from tim. his phone died. he was just spending time wit ian and his friends. so proud of him just being there for ian and being such a great support when he needs it the most. i love him so much. me and my parents went to the warwick drive-in to see wanted and the strangers. wanted was fucking awesome. so much better than i expected. and i like how no one wanted to see this movie either bc it "didnt look that good" so glad i saw it. strangers was eeh. no so good..but not entirely bad. no really scary either. either way i got to see more of warwick and its actually a pretty nice town. i would so live there. the taxes are pretty cheap too.
thurs 7/3 i was off. did a bunch of nothing. my parents decided to go to monroes fireworks like at seriously 8pm. so they asked if i wanted to go so i was like sure i have nothing else to do and i really wanted to see them. so i went with them. they were 11min long. and the grand finale was really good. so we went home and i went to bed.
friday 7/4 i worked til 12. had lunch with monica right after and we just stayed at chilis until 5. we had sooo much to catch up on. it was good to chill though. so i went home and my parents were doin some yard stuff. so i showered and then when i came out they were goin over to joe's for a drink. so i stayed at home. did nothing. they came back and ate. and i went to bed while my mom proceeded to drink more..haha.
sat 7/5 i got invited to go out for steph's 21st bday but i was soo tired from not gettin a full nites rest in a few days so i just decided not to add to it. chilled during the day. and then went to lou's house for a bbq and fireworks. lou is my dads friend from work. he lives on 21 acres and its just beautiful out there. so we had a good time. an hour long firework show he put on. his dog was scared...reminded me of taz...which brings me to jenny..she is sooo not afraid of thunder or fireworks..its amazing. so we got home a little after 11 and i went to bed.
sun 7/6 i worked. came home and packed my life up then off to school. got a new roommate. shes really nice. and seems pretty cool. so lets see how this one is. after all the cleaning and shit i went to bed around 9ish. so tired. first nite of good rest in a week or so.
mon 7/7..had my first class at 855..havent had a morning class in a while..philosophy...not really boring but the teacher is. he is mad young...bad jokes..and just boring. oh well. it seems pretty easy though. got another class at 6 tonite. i have to go see maintenance so they can turn the cable on and then i gotta get a new id card..such crap.