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i wish this rollercoaster of emotions would stop. i woke up this morning not feeling right..emotionally. i had another dream..i cant remember it but i know joe was in it. and i just didnt feel right. i wish i could remember. i miss him sooo sooo much. he would be graduating next weekend. just to think about that kills me. i wish he was here so bad. its just one of those days. these days make me feel like im goin backwards. i dont think it will ever change. almost five months here and i still have my moments. i just wanna get all my cryin out..but i cant. what i would give to go back..