Sometimes Lu Han would just sit there, his head laying on his cool desk and let his fingers beat out a familar rhythm.
Tap tap... tap tap tap.
He'd close his eyes, only to have them flutter open, wider then before as memories, long-gone, hidden, seemily destroyed memories unearthed themselves.
Soft hair, a beating of synchronized hearts, a tender whisper in his ear, a wisp of a happier life.
No matter what, it always came back to him. His only regret and wish.
Minseok.