TRYING.
Ok. I Haven't written here in a while but hey, I'm ready for a revival. Here it goes...
Honestly, I have never been happier in my life. I love the people around me. They are geniuine, funny, and just fun to be around, they do not talk about themselves and about how their lives suck so much constantly. It is amazing how a change of scenery can change one's perspective on life. One person, One person can do it, One person can make things I never thought possible possible. I hate expressing myself and do not know how to really, so his my atempt at trying to...
What you have made possible for me... you make me believe and now i know there is more to life than what can be bought or seen...i believe not everyone will use me... i believe i am beautiful, funny, and could be everything to someone one day... i know what it feels like to be appreciated... i know i can say anything and you will listen to it all and try to make sense of it all... i know you will never hurt me, you won't, the girl who is always suspicous of people is not suspicous of you and just wants to be around you so she can learn what else is possible...
that is all, i want to give you half the things you have given me, there is so much i feel i have learned from you in such a short period of time, i love you for it and no matter what happens, I will never forget you for it. you're an amazing person and i wanted you to know, you deserve to know... even though you are a slut.
Honestly, I have never been happier in my life. I love the people around me. They are geniuine, funny, and just fun to be around, they do not talk about themselves and about how their lives suck so much constantly. It is amazing how a change of scenery can change one's perspective on life. One person, One person can do it, One person can make things I never thought possible possible. I hate expressing myself and do not know how to really, so his my atempt at trying to...
What you have made possible for me... you make me believe and now i know there is more to life than what can be bought or seen...i believe not everyone will use me... i believe i am beautiful, funny, and could be everything to someone one day... i know what it feels like to be appreciated... i know i can say anything and you will listen to it all and try to make sense of it all... i know you will never hurt me, you won't, the girl who is always suspicous of people is not suspicous of you and just wants to be around you so she can learn what else is possible...
that is all, i want to give you half the things you have given me, there is so much i feel i have learned from you in such a short period of time, i love you for it and no matter what happens, I will never forget you for it. you're an amazing person and i wanted you to know, you deserve to know... even though you are a slut.