I know how you feel. Being pre-med, and going through all my core classes for my major and pre-med makes me feel stupid. I struggle and study my ass off for hours and hours and I still get a freaking 76.6! Then I think to myself, who would want a doctor who struggled in undergraduate and can't even get some of the basics right? I freak out with anxiety everyday. I look at the requirements to get into medical school and I don't fit them just yet. They have these high scores in everything and I have mediocre scores. Its so difficult, yet I don't want to give up. So next time.. I just try harder and cry harder when I fall harder. SUCKS BALLZ.
I think it just has to do with effort. I keep making A's on my neuroscience, so I think if I just have a good attitude and enjoy studying my other classes I will do better.. Right? I hope so, cause I don't have a fall back plan. Then its really embarrassing to be pursuing this prestigious doctoral degree in medicine and then fall short.
So after writing my own separate journal entry.. I feel ya.. I feel the pressure, stress, anxiety, criticism, the stupid standards we all apparently have to meet, and all the big, influential people we need to impress. I think I'll go have a heart attack now.
Yeah. To sum it up, college is hard. And that fact sucks. :( I remember the times we though high school was SO HARD AHHH. Lol, I want to go back and slap my whiner self back then.
I think it just has to do with effort. I keep making A's on my neuroscience, so I think if I just have a good attitude and enjoy studying my other classes I will do better.. Right? I hope so, cause I don't have a fall back plan. Then its really embarrassing to be pursuing this prestigious doctoral degree in medicine and then fall short.
So after writing my own separate journal entry.. I feel ya.. I feel the pressure, stress, anxiety, criticism, the stupid standards we all apparently have to meet, and all the big, influential people we need to impress. I think I'll go have a heart attack now.
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I remember the times we though high school was SO HARD AHHH.
Lol, I want to go back and slap my whiner self back then.
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