Brief
I cant understand why Im not loosing weight.
This really fucking sucks.
Ill try harder tomorrow...though Im not sure what else to do!
I eat well...I eat regularly...and no, I dont excercise all that much...but 2 times a week is more then what I usually do...which is none.
So whats the deal?!
Ill try harder.
And I will win.
***
I love make up school!
Its hard getting up in the morning...but I can do it.
Ive made some friends and they totally rule.
Jen (an esthetician from Citron) came in to take a tour today and I swear to god I think my heart stopped.
I feel like one of my teachers doesnt particularly like me...shes a cold person in general, but I see the way she interacts with her previous students and I get so jealous. I want her to like me too...
But, we've only been there four days and I suppose I shouldnt beat myself up over it.
Feels like Ive been there forever, though 9 hours a day in one little room can do that to a person.
I miss my friends...who DONT FUCKING CALL ME!
Assholes.
Its alright...Im too busy to talk anyway, though Im supposed to be pracicing on people for homework and I cant get a hold of one stinking person.
Whatever.
I will start loosing weight tomorrow.
I will.
This really fucking sucks.
Ill try harder tomorrow...though Im not sure what else to do!
I eat well...I eat regularly...and no, I dont excercise all that much...but 2 times a week is more then what I usually do...which is none.
So whats the deal?!
Ill try harder.
And I will win.
***
I love make up school!
Its hard getting up in the morning...but I can do it.
Ive made some friends and they totally rule.
Jen (an esthetician from Citron) came in to take a tour today and I swear to god I think my heart stopped.
I feel like one of my teachers doesnt particularly like me...shes a cold person in general, but I see the way she interacts with her previous students and I get so jealous. I want her to like me too...
But, we've only been there four days and I suppose I shouldnt beat myself up over it.
Feels like Ive been there forever, though 9 hours a day in one little room can do that to a person.
I miss my friends...who DONT FUCKING CALL ME!
Assholes.
Its alright...Im too busy to talk anyway, though Im supposed to be pracicing on people for homework and I cant get a hold of one stinking person.
Whatever.
I will start loosing weight tomorrow.
I will.