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[that_was_then89]

hell
im a huge whiney bitch
i dont know i why i whine so much
i like him alot, and im going to wait for what happens and deal with it
i know he likes me, but loves him
so what
ill wait and if he ends up with me its all good
if he doesnt well ill deal with it later
i dont know why i whine about shit nobody cares about
i have a great life and its not changing
if we end up together thats what happens
i like him enough to wait and settle for the fact that i am second choice
and i like it
i dont mind at all
but of course it makes me sad sometimes, but im going to enjoy my life and not let it get to me
i think all this whining has been the absence of caffeine in my life
as i quit drinking it last week, and all this week ive been depressed until now, when i had caffiene
i love drugs