Depressing LJ's
Wow, people are already getting sad and everything on LJ... We still have this weekend left! Why think about the end when we are nowhere close to it? That's just my 2 cents worth, take it or leave it, I just don't think that we all should be getting sad about closing on Memorial Day already, think happy and live your life day by day, not waiting for a certain day, that wastes the time in between the day now and that day that you are always thinking about, which isn't good. Trust me, that is how my whole year has been, I've been constantly thinking about Friday, and I remember nothing about the week, and now I regret it. All the Seniors are gone, I'm a junior, and I bairly remember my Sophmore year... I regret it now that I just looked foward to the end of the week only, not today...
-sigh- I'm gonna miss all my Senior friends, I know none of them read my LJ but every single one of them has been awesome and has inspired me in some way. All of you are amazing and I love you all! Good luck in college and the "real world". I doubt that any of you will need the extra luck, you will all do wonderful!
Now back to our regularly scheduled program:
So yea... not much is going on, I'm excited that I get to play my guitar at Maypole now, instead of dancing. It's alot of fun and it's really good practice for me. I'm not great, but it apparently amuses some people, so I think that that's just fine. The past weekends have been rougher than I would've ever imagined, but I'm still coming back next year, I love faire too much to leave it, I have way too many friends there, and I don't know what I'd do with myself if I didn't have it. Summer is gonna suck without faire to take up time on my weekends. I'm gonna miss every single person from faire, be you paytron, playtron, or cast, you will all be missed and I can't wait until next year when, in the fine words of King Henry VIII: "WE WILL DO IT ALL AGAIN!" -sigh- I guess that I'm doing it now... grr, well, I'm gonna go play Bard's Tale... funny game, and it gets a scottish accent stuck in my head, which was really amusing for my frinds from school today, when I couldn't stop talking without rolling my r's... oh well, I live to entertain people.
And now for some more personal gripes about my life: Skip over it all if you don't wonna read, I won't get mad, I promise xD.
So yea, I'm starting to get that loanly feeling again. I haven't had a real girlfriend in months, and it sucks. I'm tired of being alone with no one, but I can't seem to find a girl for me... Faire makes it harder, but without it I won't have anywhere else to look, because I never really get out during the summer, because most of my friends don't live near me and I don't usually stay in contact with them (Which sucks, and I've done my best to remedy this summer) but... yea... it just sucks. I know that there has to be someone out there... people always say that there's someone out there for everyone, but sometimes I seriously doubt it... I just don't know what to do, I want someone to just hold in my arms and be able to say "I Love You" to, and mean it... and just... oh damn, what's the point in griping about it, it won't help any... I guess that I'll just go now. If any one has any suggestions, then please leave a comment... or any helpful words to get me out of my funk... I should be fine during the weekend, but that's ususally just because I'm distracted as hell, trying to be 5 different places at once without overheating!
L8r ppls,
Ian Rhodes
AKA Reginald (Reggy) Sharpe Ensign of the Royal Guard yadda yadda yadda
AAKA "Snape"
-sigh- I'm gonna miss all my Senior friends, I know none of them read my LJ but every single one of them has been awesome and has inspired me in some way. All of you are amazing and I love you all! Good luck in college and the "real world". I doubt that any of you will need the extra luck, you will all do wonderful!
Now back to our regularly scheduled program:
So yea... not much is going on, I'm excited that I get to play my guitar at Maypole now, instead of dancing. It's alot of fun and it's really good practice for me. I'm not great, but it apparently amuses some people, so I think that that's just fine. The past weekends have been rougher than I would've ever imagined, but I'm still coming back next year, I love faire too much to leave it, I have way too many friends there, and I don't know what I'd do with myself if I didn't have it. Summer is gonna suck without faire to take up time on my weekends. I'm gonna miss every single person from faire, be you paytron, playtron, or cast, you will all be missed and I can't wait until next year when, in the fine words of King Henry VIII: "WE WILL DO IT ALL AGAIN!" -sigh- I guess that I'm doing it now... grr, well, I'm gonna go play Bard's Tale... funny game, and it gets a scottish accent stuck in my head, which was really amusing for my frinds from school today, when I couldn't stop talking without rolling my r's... oh well, I live to entertain people.
And now for some more personal gripes about my life: Skip over it all if you don't wonna read, I won't get mad, I promise xD.
So yea, I'm starting to get that loanly feeling again. I haven't had a real girlfriend in months, and it sucks. I'm tired of being alone with no one, but I can't seem to find a girl for me... Faire makes it harder, but without it I won't have anywhere else to look, because I never really get out during the summer, because most of my friends don't live near me and I don't usually stay in contact with them (Which sucks, and I've done my best to remedy this summer) but... yea... it just sucks. I know that there has to be someone out there... people always say that there's someone out there for everyone, but sometimes I seriously doubt it... I just don't know what to do, I want someone to just hold in my arms and be able to say "I Love You" to, and mean it... and just... oh damn, what's the point in griping about it, it won't help any... I guess that I'll just go now. If any one has any suggestions, then please leave a comment... or any helpful words to get me out of my funk... I should be fine during the weekend, but that's ususally just because I'm distracted as hell, trying to be 5 different places at once without overheating!
L8r ppls,
Ian Rhodes
AKA Reginald (Reggy) Sharpe Ensign of the Royal Guard yadda yadda yadda
AAKA "Snape"