[i JUST TOTALY HAD A REALiTY CHECK]

Aug 12, 2004 21:50


I just got done reading all of Danielles online memories. And now i cant stop crying. I didnt know her, I only knew of her. And its very sad that shes gone. And it really hurts that alot of close friends to me are hurting so much. I can tell she was a very sweet person and was very loved. I always saw her around from when she was a Wildcat Cheerleader to around at school and i thought she was very pretty. I know that she will be missed extremely and im here for anyone to talk to.

It hurts me so much to have this happen to make me relize a lot of things. I cant stop crying because i cant imagen what her friends are going though. Im crying because i could loose one of you guys any day at any time. That scares me. I love you all so much. I feel like im not always there for you guys when you need me. And i also feel like i get caught up in myself too much. Im sorry if i do that to you. And im sorry if i have ever hurt any of you in any way. You all mean alot because you have all walked into my life. You all have your footprints in my soul. And i know i could never forget you guys. Im sorry if i havent been the greatest friend to you at times. I just want you to all know that i wont ever forget any of you ever. I mean i still think about all my friends since the kindergarten. I wish i still talked to them. I just know that you guys have made an impact in my life. And I LOVE YOU.

Danielle had made an impact in my life by letting me know how much my friends mean to me. And how time is a valuble presious thing that can not be waisted. You have to live your day as if it may be your last. Dont hold back anything you have to say. You may never get the chance to say it. You have to be brave and be yourself all the time. You have to make yourself happy. Why live a day not being happy? Its not worth it.

Im having trouble trying to get out what i want to say so im sorry if this doesnt make any sense. Im really just kinda shakey right now

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