The three of us and the deepest wound

Jul 27, 2013 01:24

The three of us.. Ben, Benji and Benjamin. Guess who is writing this right now? Benji. Ben... the social conservative, Benjamin... the crazed over-sexed version of me... and then Benji... the one who wants to keep it all together. I have finally discovered a few roots to my crazed reactions... including the fact I havent gotten over the rampant let downs I have felt in the past... which leads me to be unable to connect with people. So therein comes the other two... the alter balances. So... dealing with a dissociative identity disorder wherein I am 3 completely different people... all in one. Ben ... hes overtalkative but scared to be himself, benjamin... the whore.. Right now... its between ben and benji.
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