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my life is a big fat complicated mess and i just keep pretending that my lifestyles are normal.
no its okay that i slept with him because i already did it before.
no its okay he didnt call me after that because i didnt want anything out of it either.
no its okay that im seeing him again because hes a changed man.
no its okay hes not calling me hes busy.
no its okay that i drink every day i have nothing else to do.
no its okay that my mom is trying to force me to come home by lying to me because she thinks i wouldnt come home for christmas on my own will.
no its okay that my ex is spreading rumors about me that im a sex addict.
no its okay that i hooked up with the guy whos hooking up with my best friend because none of us are emotionally attached.
no its okay that im becoming awfully promiscuous. this is what im supposed to do in college......
right?
no its okay that i slept with him because i already did it before.
no its okay he didnt call me after that because i didnt want anything out of it either.
no its okay that im seeing him again because hes a changed man.
no its okay hes not calling me hes busy.
no its okay that i drink every day i have nothing else to do.
no its okay that my mom is trying to force me to come home by lying to me because she thinks i wouldnt come home for christmas on my own will.
no its okay that my ex is spreading rumors about me that im a sex addict.
no its okay that i hooked up with the guy whos hooking up with my best friend because none of us are emotionally attached.
no its okay that im becoming awfully promiscuous. this is what im supposed to do in college......
right?