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So Eileen is gone again. Back to Boston.
And Meah will be gone in a month. Down to Mexico.
And my sister is already gone.
So pretty much all my best friends are gone now.
At least i still have Tyler. I would have probably died if he had left for Macon.
I am going to quit smoking certain things tomorrow until I get my own place.
My mom and I had a deal that if I got through the summer with good grades then i could move out. but now that I actually got good grades my mom is trying to pull the "you're doing drugs" card out of her ass.
She's known for over a year but she's just now bringing it up so I have to stay in this hell hole.
So i am going to quit until im out of here so i don't mess up my chances.
She cant keep me here.
I haven't gone a single day without smoking in almost two years but the thought of staying here is about to make me quit for a couple of weeks.
the power of hate,
not as strong as the power of love....but still pretty powerful.
tripped at stone mountain again yesterday. watching eileen was like looking at a videotape of me from bonnaroo in the tent...I CAN'T STOP LEAKING!!!!
it was really fun.
going back to class in four days and life is almost completely settled from the chaos the began with jarrett two years ago.
finally going to get out of the house.
grades are good.
smoking habits are about to improve greatly.
Im bored.
And Meah will be gone in a month. Down to Mexico.
And my sister is already gone.
So pretty much all my best friends are gone now.
At least i still have Tyler. I would have probably died if he had left for Macon.
I am going to quit smoking certain things tomorrow until I get my own place.
My mom and I had a deal that if I got through the summer with good grades then i could move out. but now that I actually got good grades my mom is trying to pull the "you're doing drugs" card out of her ass.
She's known for over a year but she's just now bringing it up so I have to stay in this hell hole.
So i am going to quit until im out of here so i don't mess up my chances.
She cant keep me here.
I haven't gone a single day without smoking in almost two years but the thought of staying here is about to make me quit for a couple of weeks.
the power of hate,
not as strong as the power of love....but still pretty powerful.
tripped at stone mountain again yesterday. watching eileen was like looking at a videotape of me from bonnaroo in the tent...I CAN'T STOP LEAKING!!!!
it was really fun.
going back to class in four days and life is almost completely settled from the chaos the began with jarrett two years ago.
finally going to get out of the house.
grades are good.
smoking habits are about to improve greatly.
Im bored.