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So highly recommend shrooms and stone mountain...
even though I thought Eileen was cray cray for a little while.
And I got losted and we thought we were stranded and there was a scary American Propaganda light show and the lines were fucking confusing and scary and too many people and little children and THE FUCKING TRAIN!!!!
Scary but fun.
I miss you already Beanarino.
"Spot one is where we are supposed to be."
Even though the sex in the church parking lot was AWESOME, it sucks that I haven't been able to talk to him. fucking oceans fucking getting in the way with other peoples cell phone usage capabilities. grr.
i am done with my classses!!!
caitlin finally made it through a semester!
AND! my psychiatrists letter finally got through to the people at Valdosta and they dropped all my Fs!!! So instead of a 1.7 I have a 2.5!!!! And I'm not on academic probation anymore! Happy day! Everything's turning around a little.
I don't talk to my mom anymore. I am polite and acknowledge that shes here but I never have conversations with her anymore. I find that every time we fight I lose more of a chance to get out of her stupid house and every time we talk we fight so if we don't talk then my chances of getting out of this hell hole wont be any lower than they already are.
According to her, the only issue is waiting to see if we can get a loan for my rent.
But i KNOW shes waiting to see my grades....
It makes me sad that I'm rpobably going to get a C in english cause i turned in all my stuff at least two weeks late. thank god for being in students with disabilities. i get that shit excused bitches.
just my english final on monday and assuming i pass all my classes....i will officially be a sophomore!!!!!!!!!!
well just checked my grade for ksu 1101....its a fucking d....he apparently didnt get my last paper. i email yelled at him.
i dont feel like writing anymore cause now im depressed.
even though I thought Eileen was cray cray for a little while.
And I got losted and we thought we were stranded and there was a scary American Propaganda light show and the lines were fucking confusing and scary and too many people and little children and THE FUCKING TRAIN!!!!
Scary but fun.
I miss you already Beanarino.
"Spot one is where we are supposed to be."
Even though the sex in the church parking lot was AWESOME, it sucks that I haven't been able to talk to him. fucking oceans fucking getting in the way with other peoples cell phone usage capabilities. grr.
i am done with my classses!!!
caitlin finally made it through a semester!
AND! my psychiatrists letter finally got through to the people at Valdosta and they dropped all my Fs!!! So instead of a 1.7 I have a 2.5!!!! And I'm not on academic probation anymore! Happy day! Everything's turning around a little.
I don't talk to my mom anymore. I am polite and acknowledge that shes here but I never have conversations with her anymore. I find that every time we fight I lose more of a chance to get out of her stupid house and every time we talk we fight so if we don't talk then my chances of getting out of this hell hole wont be any lower than they already are.
According to her, the only issue is waiting to see if we can get a loan for my rent.
But i KNOW shes waiting to see my grades....
It makes me sad that I'm rpobably going to get a C in english cause i turned in all my stuff at least two weeks late. thank god for being in students with disabilities. i get that shit excused bitches.
just my english final on monday and assuming i pass all my classes....i will officially be a sophomore!!!!!!!!!!
well just checked my grade for ksu 1101....its a fucking d....he apparently didnt get my last paper. i email yelled at him.
i dont feel like writing anymore cause now im depressed.