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[that_girl_420]

its so much easier to say
then acutally following through
for to longg I let you break me down
just enough to know that you were
capable of doing whatever you pleased
You would cut me down and then try to apolojize
i use to take you back every time
and then the abuse would continue
I loved you more then i loved myself
and the problem was you knew that
Your addictions were to much for anyone to handle
but somehow i managed
Your lies and manipulation made me so insecure
the best thing i could of ever done was leave
you tell me that you need me
you tell me that you need my help
but for the first time I didn't
I let you surrender to your own
personal demons
and for you to finally face your
own personal consequences
Since the birth of our son
I now know that it's not about us anymore
its about him
and you need help
the biggest challenge is for you
to realize it, for you to want to
change for yourself
not for me, not for your family
but for yourself and for the
future well being of our son
I hope that this new life we made
will mold you to what you know you
have to be
Don't tell me that this was all my fault
because I know and you know it damn well isn't
your addictions was the probelm all along
the mistake I made was caring to much
to love you and let you breka me down
I hope the outcome of your destructive
path to self discovery
will change you....
not for me, not for your family
but for yourself and the future well being
of your son