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do you think that everything happens for a reason?
I know there was areason for our son to be in our lives
I tried so hard, so hard for us to work
But everything detoriated and the pain
is suffocating
I'm surprised that it even lasted as long as it did
Why did you keep me around for so long?
I ask myself all the time why I let myself stay
You controlled me You foughtme with me
You made me feel worthless
I loved you so much, and all I wanted
was for you to get better
and all I've seen was you
spiral out of control
You haven't faced your addictions
You haven't tried to change
BUt I do believe that James is here for a reason
I hope that he will be the reason why you change not me
I know there was areason for our son to be in our lives
I tried so hard, so hard for us to work
But everything detoriated and the pain
is suffocating
I'm surprised that it even lasted as long as it did
Why did you keep me around for so long?
I ask myself all the time why I let myself stay
You controlled me You foughtme with me
You made me feel worthless
I loved you so much, and all I wanted
was for you to get better
and all I've seen was you
spiral out of control
You haven't faced your addictions
You haven't tried to change
BUt I do believe that James is here for a reason
I hope that he will be the reason why you change not me