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Your living your life in consistent intoxications
Your slowly killing yourself
You hide your misery so well
But eventually your disguise
will break down
and when you finally want to
face reality
you can't your to far gone
in your intoxicatiated existense
Your depression will eventually
become the best of you
and that scares me
I was just one more thing
in your way
I was never one of your top
priorities, the drugs were
I hope one day you'll realize
what you lost
And that you can't believe
everything in life
that maybe those darken words
were out of retalliation
But of course your full
of contradictions
Blaming me for listening to my freinds
blaming me for cheating
things that were just all in your mind
your own parnoia is killing you
You just coudln't trust me
I'm jaded to your hurtful words
I don't even know what it is to feel anymore
All my pain, emotions are empty
becuase I felt to much to soon
You believed every word she said every word he said
How could you trust the one person who you
talked so much shit about
How could you hurt me so much without an ounce of guilt
Do you get pleasure in seeing me in so much pain
You stripped me of my pride
And ive finally came to realize that
you had no respect for me
You took me for granted
how pathetic can I be
I know I was to dependent on you
I know my own insecurties damaged the relationship
But it wasn't jsut me
Your constant need of escaping reality, and your
parnoia was slowly killing the relatinoshiop
My flaws jsut added on to it
YOu said it felt like you had to babysit me
and that I couydln't make decisions by myself
But your wrong
I don't need you, I dont need you for anything
I can make my own decisions, I can succeded inlife without you
I have ambitions and motivation that you'll never have
You'll never escape this black hole you got yourself into
YOu won't be missed, won't be missed
Your slowly killing yourself
You hide your misery so well
But eventually your disguise
will break down
and when you finally want to
face reality
you can't your to far gone
in your intoxicatiated existense
Your depression will eventually
become the best of you
and that scares me
I was just one more thing
in your way
I was never one of your top
priorities, the drugs were
I hope one day you'll realize
what you lost
And that you can't believe
everything in life
that maybe those darken words
were out of retalliation
But of course your full
of contradictions
Blaming me for listening to my freinds
blaming me for cheating
things that were just all in your mind
your own parnoia is killing you
You just coudln't trust me
I'm jaded to your hurtful words
I don't even know what it is to feel anymore
All my pain, emotions are empty
becuase I felt to much to soon
You believed every word she said every word he said
How could you trust the one person who you
talked so much shit about
How could you hurt me so much without an ounce of guilt
Do you get pleasure in seeing me in so much pain
You stripped me of my pride
And ive finally came to realize that
you had no respect for me
You took me for granted
how pathetic can I be
I know I was to dependent on you
I know my own insecurties damaged the relationship
But it wasn't jsut me
Your constant need of escaping reality, and your
parnoia was slowly killing the relatinoshiop
My flaws jsut added on to it
YOu said it felt like you had to babysit me
and that I couydln't make decisions by myself
But your wrong
I don't need you, I dont need you for anything
I can make my own decisions, I can succeded inlife without you
I have ambitions and motivation that you'll never have
You'll never escape this black hole you got yourself into
YOu won't be missed, won't be missed