what is wrong with me?
yea, basically I'm doing good in school. This is great:)
However, I am unhappy. I do not know what is wrong with me. I love it here, like a lot, but I totallly cried tonite...for no reason. It was ridiculous. I miss home, yea, but there is no reason for crying. I need to stop like now. Mom said it was probably a combination of Billy(bogus), her finding another man, and being overwhelmed by all of that. I was like whatev mom. She's prolly right though. I'm just sad about leaving everything behind, and moving on.
I'm ready to though. At least I keep telling myself I am....
I need to read this book some more and then go to bed. I've done nothing but read eat and sleep. I don't do homework, I've skipped class. I need to start being awesome again. I like to party, but I haven't. I hate school but I'm doing good at it now..
failure.
---fin