Apr 12, 2009 23:59
I can't believe I unloaded all my bullshit on her. She has so much going on at this point, that's it's just rude of me to swoop in and cry on her shoulder, when she should be crying on mine.
I love her. I hope she knows.
I've been in a place for quite some time. This place is called confusion. I live here on a daily basis, and it sucks. I can honestly say that I have no idea what's going on, or what will happen. If anything. I'm scared. I really truly am. Everything will come to a head sooner or later, I know that. Half of me wants the results to be in my favor, the other is crying out desperately for a way out.
I cry way to much over this. I'm 22 years old for fuck sake.
Kill me.