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Well hmm, alright.
Thigns are pretty messed up.
Nick/Matt and myself are seeing how long we can go without sleep, i have been awake for....16 hours...wow, thats lame. im already tired, but ohh well. The most interesting part of today became a very depressing one. It started with nick/olivia/kari/matt(duh) at my house. And it started storming like crazy (and this was after olivia/kari ran out of my house because of some weird gayness) And the tornado alarms went off, and that psychd me out, because it's been a dream of mine to see a tornado...no such luck there tho. I went outside and found olivia/kari, and nick came out. I just stookd there for a while, the view in the sky was AMAZING. Then, it went to kinda poo, i turned around to see nick/olivia living out one of my fantasies! Lol, they were kissing in the middle of a storm : / It was cute to watch, but i just had an intense feeling of lonliness and despair after it. I want something like that SO bad, its overwhelming, i need to find a way to get over it somehow :( But the rest of the day, i've just been.....slow i guess. Watched Jason Takes Manhattan, played video games, blah blah blah. I need to get out of this sucky groove of..."depression" Blkdjsflkdj
Thigns are pretty messed up.
Nick/Matt and myself are seeing how long we can go without sleep, i have been awake for....16 hours...wow, thats lame. im already tired, but ohh well. The most interesting part of today became a very depressing one. It started with nick/olivia/kari/matt(duh) at my house. And it started storming like crazy (and this was after olivia/kari ran out of my house because of some weird gayness) And the tornado alarms went off, and that psychd me out, because it's been a dream of mine to see a tornado...no such luck there tho. I went outside and found olivia/kari, and nick came out. I just stookd there for a while, the view in the sky was AMAZING. Then, it went to kinda poo, i turned around to see nick/olivia living out one of my fantasies! Lol, they were kissing in the middle of a storm : / It was cute to watch, but i just had an intense feeling of lonliness and despair after it. I want something like that SO bad, its overwhelming, i need to find a way to get over it somehow :( But the rest of the day, i've just been.....slow i guess. Watched Jason Takes Manhattan, played video games, blah blah blah. I need to get out of this sucky groove of..."depression" Blkdjsflkdj