It's been forever
Looking back over old entries, well things are the same I guess.... Only it's not Poker it's World of Warcraft that my man is hooked on.. at least until level 80.. that's why I say I'm a level 80 Bitchwife.
I'm hurting inside tonight. Get your mind out of the gutter. It's an emotional soul hurt.
I don't feel very in touch with my friends anymore. Don't feel I have that one person I can talk to about anything.
Why am I feeling so out of touch? It almost feels as though I'm prepping myself for goodbyes.
I'm finding out that some people I thought I was close to, obviously didn't feel close enough to me to trust me with secrets, those things they hide from the world, but confide with their best of friends. It hurts when I find things out in a round-a-bout way.
Maybe it's just that we are going into Winter and I'm going into hibernation. I don't know.
To my "buddies", if for some reason I die of natural causes or whatever, I guess when you find this you'll know I had a psychic moment; otherwise, I don't know, maybe it's just melancholy. :) I am having more and more "flashes" on things lately, which is odd. Haven't been this "tuned-in" in years. Very odd.
Hmm. oh well.
I'm hurting inside tonight. Get your mind out of the gutter. It's an emotional soul hurt.
I don't feel very in touch with my friends anymore. Don't feel I have that one person I can talk to about anything.
Why am I feeling so out of touch? It almost feels as though I'm prepping myself for goodbyes.
I'm finding out that some people I thought I was close to, obviously didn't feel close enough to me to trust me with secrets, those things they hide from the world, but confide with their best of friends. It hurts when I find things out in a round-a-bout way.
Maybe it's just that we are going into Winter and I'm going into hibernation. I don't know.
To my "buddies", if for some reason I die of natural causes or whatever, I guess when you find this you'll know I had a psychic moment; otherwise, I don't know, maybe it's just melancholy. :) I am having more and more "flashes" on things lately, which is odd. Haven't been this "tuned-in" in years. Very odd.
Hmm. oh well.