i dont want a hug

[that_day_i_died]

so ummm. i had it planned out how to write everything jared said to me. but its really not important what he said. the thing is, he broke me. we werent dating. we werent really anything. but it still hurt to hear it. im leaving you in the generalization because i dont feel like reliving it.
he asked me a few hours after to not be mad at him. he said he was sorry. he acted as if he had done nothing. like i had over reacted or something. i under reacted if i may say so myself. i stood there and took everything without a word. sure some tears fell down my cheek, but i had nothing to say. i wanted to leave but i didnt. i managed to fake a smile after he was done, i stepped out the door, went down the steps and began to cry. i walked to my truck and just sat inside for a few minutes before driving home.
it was hard to take everything in.

that was two days ago....
today.....im fine. i have no idea whats going thru jareds head. but its okay. i dont need to know. hes one guy with one opinion. hes selfish and inconsiderate. all i can do is rise above it.