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half the time, i feel like my life is finally atarting to make sense and like i'm starting to make headway in the search for some kind of adult identitity.
and the other half of the time, i fel like everything is falling apart and i'm not nearly good enough and that everyone and brandeis is 500 million times smarter and more prepared and more ambitious than i am/ever will be.
but i guess that's just part of growing up, huh...
i only write in this thing when i'm home. because it's a toolish high school thing (sorry, nay) and i'm only this bored when i'm home... anyways...i'm more than 3/4 done with freshman year of college. which means i'm only 3 short years away from being a real human being. how terrifying...
i have a job interview in boston tomorrow and then i'm spending the rest of the day in the city with my boyfriend. i'm so grown up. :-)
anyways....life is good. i mean, i'm in college...even when it's bad it's still really really good.
love and being a grownup-
lauren
and the other half of the time, i fel like everything is falling apart and i'm not nearly good enough and that everyone and brandeis is 500 million times smarter and more prepared and more ambitious than i am/ever will be.
but i guess that's just part of growing up, huh...
i only write in this thing when i'm home. because it's a toolish high school thing (sorry, nay) and i'm only this bored when i'm home... anyways...i'm more than 3/4 done with freshman year of college. which means i'm only 3 short years away from being a real human being. how terrifying...
i have a job interview in boston tomorrow and then i'm spending the rest of the day in the city with my boyfriend. i'm so grown up. :-)
anyways....life is good. i mean, i'm in college...even when it's bad it's still really really good.
love and being a grownup-
lauren