...want to die.
wow...
i for sure want to die....
my heart is pounding and i think im going to have an anxiety attack.
im so sorry for those i have ever hurt.
i don't feel like doing anything now, i know i should. it will do me no good staying here all day and dwelling but.
I sooooo badly miss being in love...
i would honestly do anything to feel that way again...
what the hell is wrong with me?
i hate feelings i wish i had no sole.
...i pray tonight will be amazing, crumbs, haunted houses, friends, adrenalin, lovely ladies!, brandons family party...i need this right now.