Tie
The first hop over to go under the bridge.
Exhilarating at first,
Sure.
Waking up for it was enough,
Sure,
Even before the alarm,
Sure.
Just to hop over and to go under,
Sure.
Dragging myself at times,
I continue,
Sure.
Everything overwhelms,
I continue,
Sure.
I jump, go under.
I mess up,
Just now,
Sure.
I stay under,
I lose it,
I drop it.