"all you mothafuckers, criminals will be suckers, if you don't step aside for..."

[that1punkchick]

so, yes.
i do think he has changed.
i really do.
and i think it's the kinda change that's real...
not just temporary.

but things are so messed up between him and people.
but i do love him, and i do want to be with him.
and i think he's ready to apologize and fix the bad stuff.
but it's up to the other people.

he talked to my dean forever.
lol...

my mom tripped when she heard about a bag in the office...cuz i had left all my stuff at a friends house.
(gah! i'm retarded.)

but i duno what to do because i don't wana hurt my friends, and i don't wana be the type of girl that dates guys over and over.

fuck. shit. whore. slut. bitch.
dammit...

*sigh*

i finished all my application shtuff for parkland...
i'd kiknda like to go there. i could actually, maybe get to take classes with my non-high school friends.
that'd be awesome.

me and my mom are doing ok. i guess...
when she's not being pushy...i know she wants the best for me, but she can't push me into being that way.
psha....

i duno you guys...