Rationalizations?
I'm afraid it's true. No matter what I do to try to run from it, try to hide from it, I'm turning out to be exactly like my father. I'm starting to realize it may not be such a bad thing after all. I find myself saying things he would say at time he would have said them. While I was sick a few weeks ago I found myself sounding just like him with a coarse cough, doing exactly what he'd do if he was as bad as I was. is it not such a bad thing that I'm becoming just like him? For the most part he's a good man. I've struggled for so long to not be like him and how I'd hate myself if I did turn out like him, except now I'm not hating myself. Nobody reads this shit anyway so this is just a rant to myself