Aug 10, 2004 10:25
Usually i dont vent about personal things but im pissed off at the moment so here it goes...
Ok sooo we were born sisters right? So therefore sisters are automatically supposed to be best friends?? Well i think thats just not the case with me...I dont think there is one day that me and my sister havent faught about something...wether it be the front seat of the vehicle, who gets to sit in some certain spot at the dinner table, blah blah blah...thats how it has always been! Now shes at the age where she constantly talks about a boy that she hates but for some reason has an emotional attachment to...im the good sister that i am and listen to it all the time and then i try to insert a few words of advice and every single time it has ended in a fight!!! I have 2 weeks here and im out...whose she gonna fight with then??? Look i love her, but we just werent meant to get along...were complete opposites in everything weve ever done...we dont look alike at all..and we cant agree on anything!!! According to some people, moving out is gonna help our relationship...im still wishing...
I know shes at a rough age but seriously...i was just 16 and having fun...she thinks she has to be grown up and has already figured out the world...shes soooooooo far off...i wish for one second that she would listen to me cuz ive been there, done that...she wont listen to my parents either! ok see the diffence between me and her is i take everything...wether i want to hear something or nice im respectful and humble enough to shut my mouth and listen...i guess this is just why i dont understand her...she wants you to listen to all her problems and your just supposed to sit there and not say anything...well ive tried that too but then she gets mad because you dont have any advice for her! holy crap!!!!!!!!!!!! well alls i know is...dont call me in college whining cuz your car is sitting in pieces in the driveway because dad got fed up with your mouth.....
neways im gonna go run 2 miles because im that mad!!!!!!!!! this is what i do when i get mad...and hopefully when i come back i will be able to look at her without wanting to take her car and drive it into a lake so she cant go anywhere...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
im out