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There are days like this.
Days when I realize that my world is not the world of others. Days when I let people down. Days when I am low. I cry and play my saddest song before I go to work.
Days I can't pretend I'm okay, because I have more problems than I ever let on. Days when I cry at work and wipe away my tears when someone comes in the room.
Days when I want to be home, but I don't feel like I have one. Days when I am the center of the universe and my ego will not fade. Days when I say things that are true but I never meant to say.
The days that come may come crashing down on me as I sit and bite my finger. I can't even save myself.
Days when I realize that my world is not the world of others. Days when I let people down. Days when I am low. I cry and play my saddest song before I go to work.
Days I can't pretend I'm okay, because I have more problems than I ever let on. Days when I cry at work and wipe away my tears when someone comes in the room.
Days when I want to be home, but I don't feel like I have one. Days when I am the center of the universe and my ego will not fade. Days when I say things that are true but I never meant to say.
The days that come may come crashing down on me as I sit and bite my finger. I can't even save myself.