Does this make me a junkie?
So, this is ridiculous.
I only have one cigarette left, and I started to have an anxiety attack because I didn't have enough money to go to the store to get another pack. So I went through EVERY SINGLE ONE of my boxes, drawers, cubbyholes, etc., and I came up with $3.06. So, I went out to the living room, because I thought my change can was in there, and that it might have something in it, and what was on the table? An envelope from my Grandma, which only means one thing: MONEY. That's right, a BIRTHDAY check.
[By the way, MY BIRTHDAY'S THE TWELFTH.]
So, I hurried back into my room to grab a check out of my checkbook, and I ran to the store that's right next to my apt complex, and I saw the owners driving away. Then I remembered part of my horoscope for today, "Resist the urge to spend money you don't already have." Which also applies to the $65 I paid to get my tickets dismissed, but I didn't really have a choice, seeing as my bank will cover the overdraft if need be, and I'd rather be in trouble w/ my bank for a bit than raise my insurance or have tickets that are past due. But that's beside the point. I'm still way too jumpy for my own good. I was talking about....cig's....and my horoscope.....Oh, right. I think it was a sign that they were just leaving.
Speaking of Signs, that movie is FUCKIN' creepy. I saw it tonight, and, granted, I get easily scared by movies, but this one really was creepy. I'd recommend it.
On the topic of movies: Girls, if you like chick flicks, GO SEE TWO WEEKS NOTICE. It's soooooo cute.
Anyway, I've got to wake up by 5:30 so I can go work out, so goodnight. I'm so hyper and exhausted at the same time that I think I'm running on my last little bit of energy for the day and that as soon as I hit the pillow, I'll be out.
I need a glass of water. But then I'll have to pee in an hour or something......gr.
I only have one cigarette left, and I started to have an anxiety attack because I didn't have enough money to go to the store to get another pack. So I went through EVERY SINGLE ONE of my boxes, drawers, cubbyholes, etc., and I came up with $3.06. So, I went out to the living room, because I thought my change can was in there, and that it might have something in it, and what was on the table? An envelope from my Grandma, which only means one thing: MONEY. That's right, a BIRTHDAY check.
[By the way, MY BIRTHDAY'S THE TWELFTH.]
So, I hurried back into my room to grab a check out of my checkbook, and I ran to the store that's right next to my apt complex, and I saw the owners driving away. Then I remembered part of my horoscope for today, "Resist the urge to spend money you don't already have." Which also applies to the $65 I paid to get my tickets dismissed, but I didn't really have a choice, seeing as my bank will cover the overdraft if need be, and I'd rather be in trouble w/ my bank for a bit than raise my insurance or have tickets that are past due. But that's beside the point. I'm still way too jumpy for my own good. I was talking about....cig's....and my horoscope.....Oh, right. I think it was a sign that they were just leaving.
Speaking of Signs, that movie is FUCKIN' creepy. I saw it tonight, and, granted, I get easily scared by movies, but this one really was creepy. I'd recommend it.
On the topic of movies: Girls, if you like chick flicks, GO SEE TWO WEEKS NOTICE. It's soooooo cute.
Anyway, I've got to wake up by 5:30 so I can go work out, so goodnight. I'm so hyper and exhausted at the same time that I think I'm running on my last little bit of energy for the day and that as soon as I hit the pillow, I'll be out.
I need a glass of water. But then I'll have to pee in an hour or something......gr.