Randon weekend entry...
I'm jumping around here..try to follow
So my weekend was...well......fucking awesome and crazy. I have this uber attraction to my coworker Sean. We don't talk at work because he's so busy, but when I see him out at the bars we talk and hangout all night. I saw him Saturday night. We didn't do anything with eachother but he told me he's very attracted to me(score!), and I told him the same thing. I gave him my number and he called me at 4 in the morning...my phone was on silent for some reason. And now at work I can't even look him in the eye without getting the butterflies or feeling embarassed...I mean I was all over him.. Ugh I can't help it. I was partly over him because this girl likes him and he doesn't like her so I was protecting him. ;) Grrr I want him.
But...
Friday night we were at the the new bar..Annie, Rachel, Shannon, Tom Green, and Deano. I was having a blast. And then Dean walked in. I haven't seen him in two years..I didn't know how to act......but the night turned out great. We talked all night and did some shots..it was very kosher and fun...he got my number and I got his..I don't know why considering he has a girlfriend that he's living with. I didn't tell anyone that I was talking to him b/c everyone will give me the third degree and I don't want to hear it. And I gave out my number to this guy named Mike; coworker of Dean's. I ended up seeing him Saturday night and kissed him a few times. He wanted to take me home but I said no......and on Friday I saw Pat...love Pat...
Saturday morning I went shopping and I got a pair of jeans, a tank top, and a bracelet. By the way the between Thurs and Sat I got about 9hrs of sleep(So Sunday I slept in till 2pm). Sunday was fun night for vball at Saucy's. I played volleyball for four hours just for shits and grins. It was a freakin' blast. I never laughed so hard in my life. Then Carl, Eric, D, Shannon, and myself went to Eastpoint and played pool for awhile. Benny came in and I talked to him for awhile. He said that he loved my vmail and that I'm sweet. Yay me. Yeah I'm lame. So I think this Thurs Shan and me are going to Eastpoint to watch Carl sing kareokee. I want Carl's brother Kevin...I brought it up to Carl and I guess Kevin knows. Eeeep! Oh well....
Anywayyyyyyyyy I like too many guys anyway:
Kevin
Sean
Adam
Ryan
Kevin
Mike
Mike
...who knows who else...grr. I need to narrow that list down...
I emailed Nick and he basically told me he doesn't want to talk to me ever again. He said that I didn't put any effort into our relationship or try to fix anything. He said he's sorry he can't be the man I wanted him to be and that he fucked up...blah blah fucking blah.......
I need to go though.
Take care all.
<3
So my weekend was...well......fucking awesome and crazy. I have this uber attraction to my coworker Sean. We don't talk at work because he's so busy, but when I see him out at the bars we talk and hangout all night. I saw him Saturday night. We didn't do anything with eachother but he told me he's very attracted to me(score!), and I told him the same thing. I gave him my number and he called me at 4 in the morning...my phone was on silent for some reason. And now at work I can't even look him in the eye without getting the butterflies or feeling embarassed...I mean I was all over him.. Ugh I can't help it. I was partly over him because this girl likes him and he doesn't like her so I was protecting him. ;) Grrr I want him.
But...
Friday night we were at the the new bar..Annie, Rachel, Shannon, Tom Green, and Deano. I was having a blast. And then Dean walked in. I haven't seen him in two years..I didn't know how to act......but the night turned out great. We talked all night and did some shots..it was very kosher and fun...he got my number and I got his..I don't know why considering he has a girlfriend that he's living with. I didn't tell anyone that I was talking to him b/c everyone will give me the third degree and I don't want to hear it. And I gave out my number to this guy named Mike; coworker of Dean's. I ended up seeing him Saturday night and kissed him a few times. He wanted to take me home but I said no......and on Friday I saw Pat...love Pat...
Saturday morning I went shopping and I got a pair of jeans, a tank top, and a bracelet. By the way the between Thurs and Sat I got about 9hrs of sleep(So Sunday I slept in till 2pm). Sunday was fun night for vball at Saucy's. I played volleyball for four hours just for shits and grins. It was a freakin' blast. I never laughed so hard in my life. Then Carl, Eric, D, Shannon, and myself went to Eastpoint and played pool for awhile. Benny came in and I talked to him for awhile. He said that he loved my vmail and that I'm sweet. Yay me. Yeah I'm lame. So I think this Thurs Shan and me are going to Eastpoint to watch Carl sing kareokee. I want Carl's brother Kevin...I brought it up to Carl and I guess Kevin knows. Eeeep! Oh well....
Anywayyyyyyyyy I like too many guys anyway:
Kevin
Sean
Adam
Ryan
Kevin
Mike
Mike
...who knows who else...grr. I need to narrow that list down...
I emailed Nick and he basically told me he doesn't want to talk to me ever again. He said that I didn't put any effort into our relationship or try to fix anything. He said he's sorry he can't be the man I wanted him to be and that he fucked up...blah blah fucking blah.......
I need to go though.
Take care all.
<3