First enty of '05 baby.
Wow. Last night. Just..wow.
-I got all beautified and went out to eat with Allison, her b/f, Annie, Rachel, and Shannon. We ate at the Timeout Bar, and it was delicious. They also make awesome Bloody Mary's. So we got to Saucy's kind of early, so it wasn't too packed. I pretty much stayed mellow the first couple hours I was there. But after all the shots and beer, I got a bit carried away...
-I danced with numereous random guys. And it was hot. I love to dance. Specially with guys that actually know how to and can keep a freaking beat. I walked over to this one guy and asked him to dance with me; and I was shocked when he did. I never ask people to dance. So go me. This other guy was all liquored up and just grabs me. So we start dancing and he gets a little carried away. I mean he was putting his hands places they do not belong. I couldn't even dance b/c I was too busy taking his hands off my boobs and frontal area. Daaaaaaaang boy. And it was hilarious in a sense b/c he was telling me in my ear that he loved me. He said that about 10 times. He was like, I LOVE YOU! I wanna go home with you. Let's go right now. My place or yours? Wierdo. I did kiss him though. ::Shrugs::
-Speaking of kissing, as usual I did not have a boy to kiss at midnight. So I gave all my friends kisses. I need a man. God. I did have my fair share of fun last night though. I guess I behaved myself somewhat. Well from what I remember. All I know is that I'm tired as fuck, and my body aches. I was out till five am. I made Jeremy dance with me. He says he doesn't dance..well he did last night. A lot. It was probably b/c he was loaded. But it's all good.
-I want this guy. So bad. But it will never be because we work together. And I don't think I could date someone I work with. I should just get him out of my mind but I can't. He was at the bar last night. I felt like a dumbass b/c I was drunk. But I really enjoyed talking to him. I couldn't stop staring at his eyes. And then me being lame hugged him when he left. Ugh... I hope he doesn't think I'm stupid. Or tell people at work. But I think I can trust him. I'll have to talk to him on Monday. He's such a man though. Looks nice and right in his jeans. Mmm mm mm. And he's single. So we'll see where this goes. If anywhere. Mmhmm.
-I do feel a bit embarassed by some of my actions last night. I just get a little too touchy feely with people. I wake up and do a mental recap of whatever I did the night before, and sometimes I get an icky feeling in my stomache when I remember what I did. And then I see these people in a sober state and I feel so dumb. Meh. Ok let me take that back. I'm not getting out what I need to. I think I'm just shocked at myself sometimes. I hate this I can't say what I need to. This is my journal for crying out loud and I can't even express myself properly in it. I think I get a big crazy with guys at the bar b/c I am single and I don't even have anyone in mind to date. So I do what I want. I need someone more mellow than me who I can date. I need to be tied down a little bit. I need change.
-I got a nice burn mark on my arm from getting a cigarette jabbed in it. Thank you careless smoker.
-I stink and need a shower. But right now I just may go back to bed.
-I have no idea what is going on tonight. I'm up for whatever.
-I hope everyone had an awesome and safe night.
-I'd like to thank my friends for helping me have a blast last night.
-I got all beautified and went out to eat with Allison, her b/f, Annie, Rachel, and Shannon. We ate at the Timeout Bar, and it was delicious. They also make awesome Bloody Mary's. So we got to Saucy's kind of early, so it wasn't too packed. I pretty much stayed mellow the first couple hours I was there. But after all the shots and beer, I got a bit carried away...
-I danced with numereous random guys. And it was hot. I love to dance. Specially with guys that actually know how to and can keep a freaking beat. I walked over to this one guy and asked him to dance with me; and I was shocked when he did. I never ask people to dance. So go me. This other guy was all liquored up and just grabs me. So we start dancing and he gets a little carried away. I mean he was putting his hands places they do not belong. I couldn't even dance b/c I was too busy taking his hands off my boobs and frontal area. Daaaaaaaang boy. And it was hilarious in a sense b/c he was telling me in my ear that he loved me. He said that about 10 times. He was like, I LOVE YOU! I wanna go home with you. Let's go right now. My place or yours? Wierdo. I did kiss him though. ::Shrugs::
-Speaking of kissing, as usual I did not have a boy to kiss at midnight. So I gave all my friends kisses. I need a man. God. I did have my fair share of fun last night though. I guess I behaved myself somewhat. Well from what I remember. All I know is that I'm tired as fuck, and my body aches. I was out till five am. I made Jeremy dance with me. He says he doesn't dance..well he did last night. A lot. It was probably b/c he was loaded. But it's all good.
-I want this guy. So bad. But it will never be because we work together. And I don't think I could date someone I work with. I should just get him out of my mind but I can't. He was at the bar last night. I felt like a dumbass b/c I was drunk. But I really enjoyed talking to him. I couldn't stop staring at his eyes. And then me being lame hugged him when he left. Ugh... I hope he doesn't think I'm stupid. Or tell people at work. But I think I can trust him. I'll have to talk to him on Monday. He's such a man though. Looks nice and right in his jeans. Mmm mm mm. And he's single. So we'll see where this goes. If anywhere. Mmhmm.
-I do feel a bit embarassed by some of my actions last night. I just get a little too touchy feely with people. I wake up and do a mental recap of whatever I did the night before, and sometimes I get an icky feeling in my stomache when I remember what I did. And then I see these people in a sober state and I feel so dumb. Meh. Ok let me take that back. I'm not getting out what I need to. I think I'm just shocked at myself sometimes. I hate this I can't say what I need to. This is my journal for crying out loud and I can't even express myself properly in it. I think I get a big crazy with guys at the bar b/c I am single and I don't even have anyone in mind to date. So I do what I want. I need someone more mellow than me who I can date. I need to be tied down a little bit. I need change.
-I got a nice burn mark on my arm from getting a cigarette jabbed in it. Thank you careless smoker.
-I stink and need a shower. But right now I just may go back to bed.
-I have no idea what is going on tonight. I'm up for whatever.
-I hope everyone had an awesome and safe night.
-I'd like to thank my friends for helping me have a blast last night.