*FeeLiN GooD!*
WOW so i duno WHAT is goin on with me lately but ive been in such a good mood!! and i decided alotta stuff today. i'm lettin go of my grudges and i'm not gonna be "out to get" anyone. it really isnt worth it. i have so much more to look forward to in life and i'm just wasting my time if i continue to worry about all the same things! so to anyone who i have conflicts with i'm done.. right here and now.. honestly i give everyone my sincere happiness. seriously i have nothing against anyone. yea i admit lately i have been a bitch and kinda holdin on but i realized why that was and that was cuz there was some shadyness (yea i duno if thats even a word haha!) goin on but thats besides the point cuz i dont care anymore and its not bothering me.I think that everything happens for a reason and that the way things are right now are exactly the way they should be. i've been thinkin alot about back in the day mann and i miss it soo MUCH!! i miss my squirt and the crazy ass times we had!! and we're def gonna hafta bring back some of the old traditionsss cuz i miss it so muchh!! Every minute counts and my goal is to live everyday like its my last, of course not every day is gonna be a good day but i'm tryin to make as many as possiblee! so yea.. its been a really good week so far and its only tuesday so hopefully the week will just keep gettin better! monday i def just came home from skool and slept and watched tv, then today i relaxed for awhile and then i worked and i made some pretty good tips. Work has been crazy and i hafta work alot over thanksgiving break but that just means that i get extra time off for christmas break! YEAA! i seriously cannot wait for christmass but i have SO MUCH TO DO!! well i need to goo so thats it for now! :)