man its been FOREVER!
wow its been a LONG time since i've written in this thing! havent really been doin too much just the usual.. hangin out, workin, stuff like that! and of course partyin wit all my girlys!! this summer has been pretty good but its goin by WAY too fast. went to a few festivals so far and they were alotta fun for the most part. of course i went there completely trashed so who wouldnt have fun?! haha yes those are the times i have the most fun and feel the best about myself. life at home sucks tho! i cant stand living in this stupid house.. cant wait til i turn 18 i have about a year and a couple months left til i can get outta this hell hole. the only thing that keeps me goin is my sister and all of my friends. i love hangin out with all of them cuz theyre so much fun and they dont judge me. i am who i am and they accept me for it. but anyway.. work kinda sucks lately cuz they suck at doin scheduling and all that shit. no special boys in my life rite now really cuz ya kno who needs a bf?? its a little thing called friends with benefits mwahahaha! we're all goin to the st rita's festival tonite so hopefully that will be lotsa fun and then tomorow we're goin to a party wit billy hopefully! by the way BILLY IS HOME!! he hung out wit us a few nites ago and it is so nice to have him home. in about 2 weeks i'm goin up to bryan ohio to visit my grandpa and hang out on the farm haha. i'm goin wit ashley my sis kelly and sarah probly! it shuld be fun tho cuz we're gonna go swimming and fishing and see the horses and fun shit like that. oh yea.. emily thomas is home too!! she was living in mississippi for awhile but shes home now and i love her to death!! we've already had some kick ass times together and i'm so happy to have her back. well anyway there have been some rough times this summer but i'm makin it through them alrite i guess.. well thats all for now!