Friendship
Hmm... I broke up with my best friend... they are different reasons for that, the main points are, that I felt like a dumb person, who is meaningless to her and that she have less and less time in the future for me (because of a boyfriend, who is quite more important). Because I didn't want to suffer anymore, I broke up. (I don't want do go on details)
We had a short discussion afterwards, and I felt like, that it means nothing for her, the answers were very cold.
Nya, I write a long explanation, how I felt, why, what was the reasons etc. blabla. But I didn't get an answer back.
Friends told me, that I should be more patient, but I have no patience. Yes, I want exactly know how she felt... Because in the last time, I thought, it is meaningless to her.
I have set me a limit, and than I want to write to her the next time.
I ask me... why? I was the person, who broke up... although I suffer much much more than before... Sometimes I think, it was wrong, what I did, but what should I have do otherwise?
Today, I get half-drunk, because I don't want to think about that anymore. (normally, I don't drink that much...)
*sigh*
I don't know what to do. I miss her, more than she me, although I broke up.
It's a terrible feeling (and I feel so wright in my apprehensions before). *sigh*
We had a short discussion afterwards, and I felt like, that it means nothing for her, the answers were very cold.
Nya, I write a long explanation, how I felt, why, what was the reasons etc. blabla. But I didn't get an answer back.
Friends told me, that I should be more patient, but I have no patience. Yes, I want exactly know how she felt... Because in the last time, I thought, it is meaningless to her.
I have set me a limit, and than I want to write to her the next time.
I ask me... why? I was the person, who broke up... although I suffer much much more than before... Sometimes I think, it was wrong, what I did, but what should I have do otherwise?
Today, I get half-drunk, because I don't want to think about that anymore. (normally, I don't drink that much...)
*sigh*
I don't know what to do. I miss her, more than she me, although I broke up.
It's a terrible feeling (and I feel so wright in my apprehensions before). *sigh*