Tuesday, July 11, 2006
beeohgus
so i'm really content with my life currently. I work a lot, but I play a lot too. Most everyday I go to Patrick's house while he plays Civilization 4 on his new mac computer, I play FFX on his Ps2; mind you I already beat it, but for those of you who play as well I only got 99% and I want that 100% so I'm forced to get the legendary weapons and do all the fucking sidequests. ugh! i'm at the end though so after I am done I am going to finally beat FFX-2 which I only got like 95% done because the last part is so fucking hard where you have to go down to the depths of Bevelle and beat those super powered fiends ahH! I went to the beach with Amy Mel Dan Julie and Melissa Mece, it was hella fun, I posted up my new pics which I think I have a rockin' bod in! I hope I make some ppl jealous. Anywaysss I'm going to the REAL beach this Saturday, Pompano Beach Florida that is!! WOOHOO!! 10 glorious days of non stop tanning! Patrick's coming too so we'll go clubbing in Miami fo shaw. Find me a hot Cuban or Boricua to fuck wit haha nawww jus playing! or am I...HmMM
Also Iliana's quince was off da chain, ever since I dropped my drinking friends I haden't drank any licquor for a str8 month which is completely fine with me btw, but hot damn did I get fucked up on Iliana's quince. That Jenny Homez sure is a fun crazy girl!
I sleep over at Amy's almost every single night and I love it. I <3 my wifey. I wish we could all go to South Carolina n stay with Mel.
yeah I got done bogus by this guy I was talkin too, but I had a good time laughing it off with Ton-e.
hopefully there will be more parties goin on, because I love parties with people I know in them!
xoxo
lala
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ew, str8 trippin on that OTHA type of shit. BOO!
Since some people OBVIOUSLY can't read, I'll take the liberty to correct their incorrect selves.
In my rebutle to number 1s excuse #3 I explicitly stated and I quote, "What are you white trash? Because if you though[t] you could, which I am not saying you did, then you ARE white trash." end quote.
And there it is, learn to read before u decide to put words in my mouth.
And here is my message to you, my mom was wrong about you. I can't believe you could be so foolish and blind. Its okay because when you get done bogus and realize the huge mistake which you have just stupidly decided to make, I'll be there waiting for you and your apology. And the thing you don't get is that even though they might apologize, I don't care. I decided I don't even WANT Laura's apologies because I know it wont be heartfelt. I know it wont be sincere and honest because those are two things she's not.
You always say ew and shit when ever I talk about sucking dick so I figured you wouldn't like to hang around a person who ditches you 24/7 to go fuck 1 of her 2 boyfriends which ever one shes NOT fighting with that night. OHhhHh shit did I just say that? yeah. I think I did.
DON'T DO ME BITCH.
LOVE YA girl! peace be with you.
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Through the rain....
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So I've had some time now to think things over, I am happy, I am relieved, I a peaceful calm and serene and feel a sense of know and this is what I have concluded and this is how it goes....
We'll call you number one and we'll call him number 2.
Number one, you got your make-up done for prom at your own home by Ximena who I referred to you and who happens to be one of my mother's best friends. You accepted it, noone forced you. You "forgot" to pay Ximena after she finished your make-up and in the subsequent days I repeatedly asked you for the payment of 25 US dollars which you so candidly avoided for several days despite my mother having requested it from you several times already. You are the one who looks bad in this case because one begins to think you are trying to skip them out of their due payment for a service you agreed to have done on you in the first place.
-Here are you following excuses and my rebutles accordinly-
Excuse #1. You say: "I forgot to pay."
I say: You are almost 18 yrs old in a month and should be a mature and responsible young adult, you should have never forgotten to pay in the firsth place. Furthermore every time I asked you to pay me, following your "forgetting" to pay the first time, you should have paid, 5 days passed and you had countless opportunities in which to pay up and all of which you didn't pay because you STILL forgot to pay.
Excuse #2. You say: "You said it was 20 dollars not 25 and then you said it was 25 with tip I just don't understand why the price keeps going up and up."
I say: First of all, I have been your best friend for HOW long? By you accusing me of saying the price was originally 20 and then changing the price to a higher 25 dollars and continuing to argue about it with me after I had told you every single time that I had ORIGINALLY told you it was TWENTY FIVE DOLLARS NOT 20 dollars, you are implying the following: that I am a liar, that I am dishonest, untrustworthy, and last but not least, that I am trying to rip YOU off. After being your only TRUE friend for SO long and being through EVERYTHING we have been through, after I have been there for you ALL those times noone else was after all of your other "friends" did you bogus and left you in the dust WHO, damn it, WHO has always BEEN there for you unrelentlessly?? HmM ME.
And it SHOCKS me and leaves me in disbelief that you would question my validity as a true friend, that you would question my honesty and my trusthworthiness as your friend. Because you above all else should know that I am the only true good friend you ever had and probably ever WILL have. You should've have never argued about it with me, if we really were as good of friends as I believe us to be you would've never argued or discussed the price with me, you should've taken my word for it and believed me. It was your OWN fault if you misunderstood what the original price was, I think I made it quite clear to everyone. As a matter of fact it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to have EVER said it was 20 dollars because Ximena told me to tell everyone who wanted their make-up done by her that she was charging from 25 dollars to 30 dollars.
In addition, if you had any doubts, which you should have never had, you could have simply asked Jessica and Susie Kim, BOTH of whom got their make up done by Ximena and BOTH of whom paid TWENTY FIVE dollars ON TIME like any client should have done. That would have proven you wrong if you still doubted my word and if you still had suspicions of me upping the price, which I reiterate, being the type of friends we were, you should have NEVER had.
Like I said I am a caring, loving, loyal, honest, and trustworthy friend, I expected you above anyone else to know and cherish that, but you took ME and our friendship for granted. Jacky may have stolen from you, Crystal, and Vanessa may have stolen from you, but you should have known that I, being there for when all of them did you bogus or stole from you, would have never stolen from you or ANY of my friends for that matter. It really surprises shocks and amazes me, but most of all it HURTS me that you would consider me capable of such atrocities.
Excuse #3. You say: "I didn't even like the way she did it, she didn't even do a good job but I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to be mean."
I say: I don't think you realize how ridiculous this excuse even sounds. The answers are very simple, don't play stupid like you don't already know them, you are very kniving and I expect you to know the answers. First of all, you told me, and number 2 butted in, that if you get your hair done at a salon and you don't like the way they colored it you get something done called a "recolor" for free. WELL THEN HELLO!?!??! If you didn't like your make-up job then regardless of how you say you might feel, you should have said that you didn't like it and Ximena would have done it again for free!! That is totally and ALL on you girl. And I don't think you need to worry about Ximena's feelings, like I said she's been a professional make-up artist for Channel and now Neiman Marcus, and she has made up thousands of women in her career, I am sure you aren't the first person who she has made up in her career that was dissatisfied and actually asked for a "re make-up." Its part of her job and its your part as a consumer and client to notify the person providing you a service if you are unhappy or dissatisfied with their job so that they can try and fix it. After all it is your money and you are a FOOL to pay for something that you do not like, but that brings me up to my NEXT point as a matter of fact. If you do not like the way they do your hair at Antonoci's or at Aveda's a client does NOT walk out and not pay just because they didn't like it. Did you believe you were going to get away with that? What are you white trash? Because if you though you could, which I am not saying you did, then you ARE white trash. Thus proving my point that if you didn't like it you should have asked her to do it again because you know you can't just NOT pay. Don't be a fool you knew this. She is providing a service and just because it was at YOUR house by the way, which she even went to your house, she came to YOU, for her to do you make-up, doesn't mean that different rules applied.
Excuse #4 (and this one was aided by the NOSY ass number 2)
You say: "It was too expensive, she didn't even do that much, she shouldn't charge so much."
I say: I am not going to repeat myself and elaborate for 30 minutes on why she charges what she charges because in reality that's irrelevant. Indeed this excuse is so simple to rebutle because once again it is as ridiculous as the previous. IF YOU THOUGH IT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER AGREED TO HAVE IT DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE IDIOT!!!!
Finally the one part of this in which you were correct was that I did in fact say that you should add a tip after paying 25 dollars. I never said it was 20 but I did tell you, after you forgot to pay for several days, that you should pay a tip as well for all the trouble you had caused. Whether or not you think that she deserves a tip or not, don't be a rude customer first of all, because you make yourself above anyone else look like an ass AND you make my mom and I look like asses because we introduced you to Ximena as a customer and your rude actions reflect on us. ANYONE would agree that after she came to YOUR house to do YOUR make up and on top of it all you "forgot" to pay her for SEVERAL days and made her unnecessarily wait for HER money which you owed her, you most DEFINITELY should tip her AT LEAST 5 dollars for her time and energy wasted on your ingrateful rude self. She came to your house to do it, you didn't pay her on time, you didn't pay her for several days, AND you gave me attitude about EVERYTHING. I think the LEAST you could have done was pay her 5 dollars.
But you are RUDE AND you have a HORRIBLE attitude which I have told you countless times before, you NEED to get rid of because acting the way you act you will NEVER get ahead in life with that attitude. This is why you probably go through friends quicker than you go through a big mac. I just never realized it or wanted to admit it to myself because I thought I was having fun with you, and in all honesty I did. My mom was right in yelling at you number 1, you don't seem to understand otherwise, because you are so thick headed and have such a nasty and rude attitude that you don't give in to reason. No matter how many people agree with me and know that you were totally in the wrong you will always think you were right and eventually that is your fatal flaw and it shall be your downfall. I guarantee you you will never have a friend like me and you have had a great loss and because of some seemingly stupid and simple problem which could have been resolved so many times in so many ways but because of your irresponsibility and attitude was allowed to escalate to a cataclysimic point. In the end, I don't care about anything except the fact that I pointed out in the beginning, you should have never doubted me or my word and made me look like a fool and embarass me in front of your mom. My mom WAS right, I DON'T need friends like that in my life, you should have never taken me for granted because nooone will ever care for you like I did and noone will ever be there for you like I was, I guarantee it. But in the end I know you don't care and I know you wont think about it twice which is why I am glad we are over. I have too many good friends in my life who care about me my feelings and trust me 100nd would never think twice about questioning my trustworthiness and honest as a friend. You did and you don't care or feel regretful for everything which is why I do not care if we are friends again.
The day you mature and you become a responsible adult with a positive healthy respectful attitude and you ask me for forgiveness and show me you regret what you did and that you desire my friendshup and promise to change and never question all the things you question of me, then and only then will I be willing to forgive you and start again. Just like Jesus forgave Judas when he betrayed the Lord. I shall forgive you then and only then will I turn the other cheek.
Number 2, you aren't even worth my words or my time. All I have to say is you're nosy and should not have never gotten involved in the situation when it never concerned you or your welfare in the first place. You are rude beyong belief in calling my mom a bitch and I am happy to know you feel regretful because you should. That is utter rudeness and no friend would accept that from another friend, this is why we are through. Finally, the fact that you would bring up all those irrelevant things to my mom about how I make 9.50 and hour and about the times my friends had bought things for me, that just blew me away that you even think about those things like that in that horrible perspective as if i was a bad friend, using my friends, like i wouldn't get them back or like i hadent gotten them before on things. It just blew me away. That's more words for you than you deserve.
In the end I had to get this out because I had enough time to think things through and analyze the whole distastful situation. I don't want to talk to either of you, number one I'll be ready for an apology whenever you are. I am sad that it ended this way, but I am more glad that it happened because I was able to open my eyes in full clarity and see things for what they really were. Now I can spend and devote my time and good friendship to friends who are deserving and friends who will return the love and kindess the caring and everything it is that I am that I so endlessly devoted to you. Despite all the hurt you caused me I have no bitter feelings towards you. I wish you the best in your future, the one empty without me, and all the happiness in the world.
So I thank you and bid your farewell. Good-bye.
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dot dot dot
Just when I thought I had everything figured out......shit always happens and I just don't even know WHAT the fuck anymore. Shit ALWAYS happens to me, as much as I try to avoid it. I wish shit would have never happened or shit would have never been said but what's done is done and things will never be quite the same again. Life is too short I tell myself but then again I AM a sucker....I should just give up on shit, I am going to give up on shit, I can't take this and I can't deal with it....I just want true happiness...I guess it will be harder than I thought...maybe even impossible, but then I don't know how I am going to survive...what shall I do then? I just want to be away from everyone I don't even want to be liked I don't want to be sought out....please understand...just leave me alone and miserable...let me be...let me be...I am so sorry, please don't have bad feelings towards me, I as well as you should know all good things must come to an end...and it is our turn our turn to end..you'll be fine without me...I guess I just wasn't that important in your life, but that is alright and thatis something I'll have to deal with...liquor wont take away this embarassment this resentment this saddness, yet i <3 it so
i'm so hopeless
xoox
Lala
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OH SIXXX MOO FUG
well since i havent posted shit up in a while i guess i'll just write about whats on my mind right now...i just graduated OH SIX NIGGASS and I am so excited to be out and FO prom! aHHHh me and my girls r finta look ZOO hot ZOO hot zzont play wit me hoku. Im sittin here waitin for this dood to call me up...im so excited really cus ive never had someone who I like, like me as well. we will see where this goes but i'm out of school working and have more time on my hands than i can think of so a man would be just what i need right now. its almost 2 good 2 b true...he's almost 2 good 2 b true!!
and finally i just wanna say concerning one of my previous blogs that was seriously misunderstood.....I don't have a problem with Bosnian guys, in fact I FINALLY met nice ones, 2 2 b exact that I can think of. Amir and Endi are nice bosnian boys very cute by the way who don't hate on me so i'm down with them n that
thats my story...the end
xoxo
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lesbian threesomes, striptease, and church misbehavin'
oh manggg last night was ZOO much fun...we got crunk @ this Colombiano's house in Palatine. He and his blonde Czech model girlfriend are swingers and bi, they were a lot of fun! Anyways I saw a little too many boobies that night and tons of hawt lesbian action. What ruined the night happened when I was driving 60 on a 45 heading home crunk as hell swurvin' lanes like a maniac. Somehow I passed the sobriety tests...even though I'm only 18 and he let me and Laura off with a speeding ticket and didn't arrest us for underage drinking...this is a sign from God and I'm taking it. We could've been in so much shit, I would've probably been deported and then I coudln't have gone to Brazil and never return to America. oh no! I think we are going to do the same this Sunday...maybe except I am NEVER drinving drunk ever again. I have amazing pictures I can't wait to post - Bre and I headbutted and my tooth got chipped, I have 3 kanker soars, a huge zit on my forehead that hurts and I need to shave...ughh I feel like shit and yet somehow I still managed to get hit on by the guy at Quizno's. Man...that prime rib sandwhich was hella good. I saw a guy who I wanna fuck @ church yesterday and I felt bad looking over at him and wishing for his hot wet body all over me while praying haha
omg I love Laura Morgan ,she may be a bitch but she's MY bitch
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I think I might actually be getting sick of going to the club. It's not a place, I realized, where I'd want to meet my boyfriend. It seems like all the people in there is trifflin anyways. It's affecting my scholastic life in a not so positive way. The return does not outweigh the investment, thus I think I shall stop. I'm in a downward spiral and without direction- I don't know what to do and I loose sight of my goals easily. I do not enjoy high school in the least bit, despite the fact that I do like learning about things that interest me. I really have nothing to be sad about though, I live a good life. I have family and friends and lots of love and happiness. I study I work and I have fun. I know something is missing in my life though...but do I really even need it, or is it me telling myself I need it? I don't think I do- it's a want because I can live without it. I always have and probably always will.
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bai bai 2005 hello 2006!!
people it's official- i'm going ta Brazil!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO ahHHHHHHH ehehe I was pretty sure it was going to be Russia instead but I was wrong!! I am TOO happy. This year was great, I hope the next is even better. New Years Eve partying with Shauna was indescribable but basically it was off tha chainnnnnnn I had a wonderful incoherent and belligerent night- just like i like it! haha
ohhh da da damnnn feliz e prospero ano novo!!!!
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Axu que vo pro Brasil! mas ainda sei naum
I am going on yet another foreign exchange trip next August after I graduate from h.s.! I am either going to Brazil or Russia!!! crazy huh?! Either way I am happy although Brazil IS my first choice for a reason after all. I love my life.
BTW OMG OMG haha Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllengahaal or however you spell his crazy last name are going to be in a movie coming out Dec 9th. called Brokeback Mountain, EVERYONE and their mother should go see it, I am freaking out I can't wait!
Gay cowboy romance with a nude sex scene of Heath Ledger in it....oh my gawd.
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La Princess CC
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bosnian and black guys
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I don't understand, honestly, what the hell is wrong with bosnian males and black males. I seriously have never met ONE single nice bosnian guy. Every single bosnian has been such a fucking asshole to me without me even knowing them. What do they all have in common? They are bosnian and they are muslim. Why do they gotta be such haters? Thank God, mine, that I've met nice bosnian girls, otherwise I would be inclined to think that all bosnians are pieces of shit since every single bosnian guy that I've met has been such a fucking asshole, it's how they represent their country in MY country. All I have to say is, the war is over, go back to bosnia if you're going to be a fucking bitch to american people in their own american country. This might be okay for you to do in bosnia but it's time for a reality check, its NOT what we (civilized democrats) do in America. But like I said I don't dislike bosnians for the simple reason that I have actually met some nice bosnian people, but they were all girls. bosnian males need to get over their macho shit cus it aint cute at all. SAME goes for black males- i mean GOT DAMN I've only had like 2 black guy friends my entire life and like maybe 5 of them in total *out of like 10000000000 black guys I know have been nice to me or respected me. Every other one without even knowing me has been a hater, they need to stop hatin cus it aint cute, especially since they dont like it either when whites or others hate on them for being black. Don't do onto others what you wouldn't like to be done onto you, don't be a hypocrit. I would say go back to your own country but America is their own country since they were born here and actually SPEAK English. I know I may be sounding kinda mean right now but shit I am so sick and tired of the males in these two groups in particular always starting shit with me and not even fucking knowing me. There is absolutely no reason for it at all, they are just hating because they are insecure about themselves and all that jazz. time to grow up and get over yourself. like i said dont do onto others what you wouldnt want to be done onto you, besides im not hurting anyone, it's called LIVE and LET live!! and besides mind ya own damn business shoooot why do you gotta be all up in my life just cus you don't have your own! gon' wit cho bad selves tataheads! you need to get it, you don't phase me, it's just annoying and i'm starting to feel more than pity for them, i'm starting to feel angry feelings which I know I shouldn't have and wish I didn't but they are making it harder and harder for me to remain calm and mature about it when they always in my grill for no GOT DAMN reason. anyways that's all that's on my mind
hot damn!
peace