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Man, I haven't written in this in a while I think. Noone ever writes in their LJs anymore, noone is a LJ creep anymore, I feel so lonely still writing in this because even though I always only wrote for myself...I liked and acknowledged that people read my entries.
well I masturbated like 8 times tongith no joke. It was great, I wanna have lion sex.
anyways on a different note-
I was hospitalized the 30th of October because of a swollen aching something on the righ side of my abdomen. My mom and dad thought it might be apendicitis and that I would have to get operated on so I could get it removed before it ruptured and then I would really have big problems. I thought I had slept bad but when I woke up at Patricks house the next day after we had partied at Adams sister's house in Arlington Heights which BTW was a send-off, yep pretty lame. Pat got jazzy as heez while I only had a shot of something and sipped rum n coke for like 30 minutes. I jooked a little but to no avail seeing as noone else was dancing, all they were doing was talking drinking and being lesbians and making out. So as Pat was jazzed up and going wild having fun, you could imagine me in the corner being bored as fook all sober and around people I didn't know OR feel comfortable around. I spent most of the time outside though on my razr trying to call up people to do something but noone would come n get me in Arlington Heights except Bre but then she'd just go home and I would feel bogus I had left just like that so I endured the boringness until Patrick was like almost passing out on the floor and I suggest we leave.
We left the house and of course I had to drive because Patrick could barely walk. I did a pretty good job but when we got into our neighborhood we didn't wanna just go home because it was like not even 1 in the morning so we cruised around everywhere. Long story short we got into contact with Nicole Bee and Rachel Gee and they was all dressed up in slutty ass costumes at some South Elgin mexicanos party. They were SO gone, we stayed there for a bit and then left cus it was a send-off too although there WERE some pretty hot guys there. As we were driving home we passed up the street we hadda turn on and I tried doing a U turn and didnt see a curb as I was finishing the Uie so basically I drove the huge van onto a greenlot and back onto the road, all safely though but it was just kinda scary I didn't see the curb. hehe.
We went to eat at SnS and then went home. At SnS I met a Romanian woman named Agatha from Transylvania, Romanian is so beautiful. I wanna learn it, not like it would help me much but still, it IS a Latin language. So I knocked out on his couch like at 5 in the morning and when I woke up around 11 I could barely walk due to the pain on my side. So I went home took a shower got dressed then asked my mom for some Bengay and whilst I applied it to the area of hurt my mother noticed it was swollen and asked my dad to see it and enlightened me that it might be apendicitis so we rushed to the emergency room. MAN did that ever suck! I thought it was going to be in and out but I turned out going to two hospitals, having countless amounts of blood drawn out of me (I have like 6 different holes in me from that night and GAWD do I fOOkin HATE needles!!) I even had a shot of pain killer in my nalga but whats ironic is that that one hurt the most. I had my testicles felt by at least 4 different people, 5 doctors push where it hurt, and had an IV tried to be stuck in me once UNSUCCESSFULLY which was PAINFUL, then finally success, but it bothered me for the rest of the night seeing as I could not bend my arm. IVs are NOT as cool as they seem to be on TV. They took my blood pressure at alarming times of the night randomely which was annoying. I watched The Hulk on the nice TVs they had in the room. The beds were pretty cool but horribly uncomfortable when I was actually trying to sleep. I honestly can't fathom why anyoone would LIKE to stay at a hospital, yes I agree the nurses are nice, but other than that it fookin sucks. I couldn't even eat food, they had me on a clear liquid diet which totally blew. My pops came to visit and my mom stayed the night with me. I have nice parents and I lowe my momma :-D. So in the end, they had me stay at the hospital for observation JIC I got worse and whatnot. I don't have appendicitis, they ruled that one out from the CAT scans they took of me, also I don't have a fever and am not throwing up which are supposed to be common side effects of apedicitis, except horrible diarrhea which I did have. I'm kinda glad I don't because I didn't wanna be cut up but then again it'd be cool to video tape it and then watch it, besides we don't even need our apedixes. My mom found out about my tongue ring which Shauna did for me about a week and a half ago. I told her I got it done in a shop because I don't want her not liking Shauna for that. Anyways she wasn't that upset, not as upset as I thought she'd be. She asked me all these questions about it including the sexual aspect of a tongue ring which was kind of funny. and a little bit unomfortable too haha.
The next morning I didn't feel as much pain so I got released which is good because I wanted to go trick or treating, but that's for another day because it's almost 3 in the morning and I'm fookin tired. I have to catch up with so much damn homework for tomorrow and I need to start practicing for my ACTs in December. Those are my goals :-D
Love Always
La Princess CC